It’s about what happens to you when you know that these other people following along similar paths (Bruce/RAM/Seth) and little me, that there is more that we can perceived in our waking life.

I believe there is more to existence, despite not having had an official OBE as such, well maybe a few little one, not enough to brag about, I believe, because I find it impossible to believe that (these Guys.. ) were crazy, and so are a lot of you out there including myself, and luckily I’ve had a few minor experiences that provide some glue to keep everything from falling apart into uncertainty.

So here I am, reducing my ego much faster than I was before I knew all or part of this, because there is more to myself.
However, feeling  like I’m becoming less human, maybe I should re-phrase that, maybe not less human, just (growing) more spirit, and (achieving) a different ratio between the two.
I look at life in a more objective way, so I’ve basically became less human because I’m growing more spiritually and I believe that human existence is not all there is!!
OK, I’m a human being, and I experience this existence, or life drama as some of you pointed out. I do participate in this life drama… and hopefully I will become saner in this life drama, as Bruce said.

I can only speak for myself, about what I’ve been able to learn, and how I’ve changed. Try this on and see it if fits..
< I’m less concern about being better than those around me.>
< I’m trying to be less impatient with people, I’m alert for anything I can learn from them even how not to be if that’s the lesson>
< I’ve learn to be much less “closed” with people, allow them to see a side hat I may not have (willingly)show before.>
<I try not to get angry anymore or upset such a waste of positive energy.>
<And I try not to fret over things I have no control over.>
Those are human qualities that I’ve lost, glad I id in a way and I wish more humans would too. And I laugh a lot more and enjoying his life more than ever..

Thank you for listening and hope it make sense..lol
With Love
Romain

PS.
Yes Alysia, it’s like a balancing act, with one foot in both worlds and I must add that it’s not easy. One thing that I never really realized is how strong the “Ego” could be.. It does not like changes.

Gordon; this phrase >>>When you get to this realization you see that you're only taking illusions seriously to make others feel comfortable, just as you read a child's bedtime story to make them happy and at ease.....make so much sense and so easy to do...lol.. I completely forgot about those bedtime story telling, but I do like the metaphor And I will keep up that exercise. What about your new one? When are you going to post it so we can give it a try?

Sydnei, you will experience it, or receive any validation of your own, don’t give up..

Raphael, >>My goal here is to learn how to love (cheesy I know... forgive me for that one lol). So even if people are suffering I want to be there for them to help them out of this (to help them learn faster and get over it). >>> Not cheesy at all, I’ve learn that by opening my heart first; help me immensely, and Bruce got a great exercise for this.

Boris, <<I find after they are gone, that I appreciate them more. I am freed
of any difficult issues that I might have had with them.>>> I could not agree more with you, I also feel much more closer to them now..

Wizlove; I’m still absorbing what you said.. will get back to you !

My dear friend Ginny..well you know what I think..lOL.

Hi everyone,


This morning, in wanting to shift my attention and go within, I could feel that all that was needed this time was a sufficient relaxation, and simply recalling the feeling of being relaxed did it. My body instantly lost it's normal tension and it felt as if I was then sinking into a nice blissful state.

As I thought of where I wanted to be or whether to do a retrieval, I realized I hadn't consciously been with the guys I call the Golden Beings for some time. I think it was around two years ago when I began placing the intent to go beyond the known focus levels--I wanted to communicate with nonhuman intelligences--and these guys were among several I encountered. To this day they remain intriguing, as their presence is so passive (it's unthinkable to impose themselves on other life forms) and yet they're full of ideas and knowledge and always eager to share what they know, even when they understand it's difficult for me to grasp stuff. I've ended up in encounters with them that always produced the unexpected, which I enjoy. So once again, as I saw them in my mind and simultaneously brought to me the over-all feeling I'd always experienced when visiting with them, it was a matter of seconds before I could sense and then see them nearby.

As I greeted them by feeling a happiness in being with them again I got their simultaneous and warm hello. And they immediately asked if I wanted to proceed with an adventure that I had requested and had been pulled away from over a year ago. Just to backtrack, the last time I had been with them, after discussing things of interest I had asked if I could take a peek at their world, or home, or wherever/whatever it was they traveled and/ or lived in. I was excited to say the least, and as I was on the verge of following that curiosity with them I was stopped by the sudden, unmistakable presence of my deceased Mom. She was off to my right, communicating a need for me to accompany her to help someone in the afterlife. I had never felt her presence more strongly as I did right then, which astounded me. I'm always willing to help out, especially when it involves her as her visits are infrequent, but I had to ask her, "Why now?!" I could feel the Golden Beings waiting as my Mom continued her request, and to pull me away from what undoubtedly was, for me, an exciting moment, she let me know that her grandmother, my great grandma,  was ready to leave a world within the Belief System Territories and it was important we be there for her. I said adios and left (and that retrieval ended up dashing some preconceived notions I had held as well). So, this morning, I was being reminded of an old wish and I was amazed because it felt as if the Golden Beings hadn't experienced the span of around a year, since I had last interacted with them. They were picking up right where we had left off. It's one thing to believe that time is relative--and another to actually feel/experience this from others who don't seem to dwell within such a concept (lol). My response was, Yes!, and I detected a trickle of what I'd interpret as amusement from them.

They then proceeded to disband or become independent golden rods as they formed a circle with me at the center. When I say disband, I mean they're usually a group bunched or banded together...tall, slim, golden rod-like things. When I initially encountered them I assumed each was an individual, and in a way they are, but they refer to themselves as one, a whole unit that seems to function more along the lines of one entity calling itself/themselves, "We", and yet they're separate too. Anyhoo, they said to just relax and suspend all assumptions or preconceived notions--in other words, relax. So I did and the next thing I was aware of was a huge whiteness expanding all around us. For a moment it felt as if we were inside something and I joked to myself that it felt like being in a Costco warehouse. But the feel of expansion continued and we were just in a vast whiteness. They said the white nothingness was my interpretation--that what I was perceiving was being stretched to its limits. They said it was their universe/space, along the lines of the universe/space I call universe/outer space. This was their 'home', which traveled with them...just as vast and full of life as my universe was to me. They then said that it, their universe, didn't actually travel around...that it was always present with them, as every other 'universe' was also. Wherever they sent or focused their attention, their home or universe was ever present. I could only pick up on vast white nothingness at this time because it was basically impossible to understand their world from my limited abilities. I said that it felt as if I was seeing and feeling a 3D whiteness simply because all my mind could offer at this time was a complete opposite of what I was use to. I felt their answer to be the equivelant of a human smile come back at me. They then followed up by communicating that the concepts I was understandably holding onto, such as spatial, distance, linear time, solidity, the five physical senses--or even wanting to 'see' with the mind's eye for that matter--was what kept me from being able to really perceive their world.

For some reason I switched gears and asked them if they ever experience joy (remembering that they had said they didn't have human emotion in their existence) and they repeated what I had learned from them previously. I briefly remembered asking, in another visit, out of frustration in not being able to comprehend much of their world or existence, what they did to keep from getting bored. I had fully expected some kind of wise or esoteric answer, but was blown away when they all had paused (several seconds), with one of them finally asking a fellow Golden Being what "bored" was, truly having no idea what I was talking about. When I tried to explain the word they had trouble understanding!--(lol!).

I then expressed a desire to better understand 'their universe' we were apparantly in and surrounded by, and asked for their assistance. They have helped me in the past with visual aids--much like suddenly being able to watch a short movie, something I could obviously relate to. And I was then looking at a large, transparent bubble...and I understood that it housed a 'universe'. Then I was seeing what looked like thousands of these bubbles clustered together. I was told that even this 'visual' wasn't entirely correct because my concept of bubbles involved separate bubbles floating independently, or attaching themselves to others, but always being individual bubbles complete with a solid boundary or spherical casing. In essence, 'universe bubbles' had casings or boundaries and yet they didn't. I was then seeing all these slightly iridescent spheres superimposed over one another, intermingling, all one and yet each unto their own. I asked if there was a lot of traveling, so to speak, between universes, and they said of course, as if it was normal. I then had what I call a brief 'knowing flash' of what they were showing me--where I'm suddenly either more aware or able to better understand (it's a strange feeling and difficult to describe, but you just suddenly *know* something and you can't logically explain how), only to have it slide right back out of my awareness. I could feel they knew I was struggling a bit as I finally said that, yea, I sorta got it...and I laughed.

It felt as if I was stretched to the limit, so I changed the subject and thought I'd toss them something different, just to see what would come back. I asked them, throughout their interest and study of the Earth Life System, who did they feel was perhaps the most advanced person(s), the wisest of souls. At that point I was completely expecting they would point out a human or a human group, and was so surprised at their answer that I coped a mild attitude--). Before me, a short distance away, was a visual of the upper half of a large gorilla, just staring back at me with a benign expression. Now I love and have so much respect for the animal kingdom, and have always believed they were more properly connected with life in matters that were important, opposed to humans...but I thought what I was seeing was silly and said so. I said something like, "Ah c'mon--a gorilla? Please.....". The gorilla was still there so I let all of it go, not just that visual but where I was--as well as the Golden Beings--I just let it all go, asking for better understanding. I wanted my perceiver to give me a better interpretation. When I opened my awareness again nothing had changed...so I let it all go again only to have the vast 3D whiteness, as well as the gorilla not only reappear but there was something that felt fixed about the environment--in a way that said what I was being shown was basically correct. As I struggled with this--thoughts flooding in about why I was so shocked at this information, why did I think that only humans had exclusive rights to intellect or wisdom?--I was told that the gorilla lived a multidimensional existence. Other animals did too (it felt as if the Golden Beings were saying that this was much more common in the animal kingdom than in the human). They could not only 'see' auras around living things but could actually go further and see other life forms in their true energy essence whenever they wanted (I was told this was a good way to know what was good to eat--the more energy a plant had the better feast). I was then treated to what felt like looking out at a world through the eyes of a gorilla...and saw leaves go from looking like leaves to being surrounded by white energy to being nothing but brilliant white energy forms. Gorillas could actually be aware of their physical earth environment, as well as other environments or dimensions, simultaneously, if they wanted. Thinking gorillas were slow or dumb resulted from humans observing their state of being from a narro

Hello Friends,
this morning sitting in hot tub at pool and trying to meditate and feeling I was too scattered to really achieve much, I settled for normal consciousness and a pleasant holiday weekend.

Then...I began to notice I was abstracted, distanced from my scattered consciousness, as though viewing it from a distance.  I watched, amused, as it flitted from things I thought about that morning in bed, to things I experienced yesterday and last week, to things that might happen later today and planned stuff for next week.  It was facinating to see how the 'focus' flipped about all over as if on a whim. Then i suddenly got the notion that this was a reflection of how Higher Self/Disc relates to incarnate individuals in its "family".
Then I asked, was I fantasising or was this an approximation of HS consciousness?  The answer was yes, it was an approximation of HS consciousness.  The distancing effect from my own mental flip-flops enabled it.  Normally we get caught up in the flip-flops and lose ourselves and have to rsort to some kind of meditative practise to regain some sense of self and serenity.  But when we distance ourselves from this random seeming regression/projection scenario we can glimpse how HS rapidly (maybe even instantaneously) shifts the spotlight from one incarnation to the other, looks to see what's happening, tries to offer wider consciousness as a sort of advice, usually gets ignored or not noticed at all or taken for an aspect of mind such as "my conscience speaking", and then moves on to the next one.  Kinda like checking up on the kids playing in the backyard, except they're all playing in diffeent epochs and societies.
I was also told that although this comparison is only partially true, it's true enough to serve as a prelude to later, more complete "blendings", presumably when "I'm" ready.
Sounds like fun, no?   

gordon/love

    Yesterday someone asked me to do sort of a fortune telling reading,, I am not a fortune teller. I said you can ask me the question, I certainly cannot promise that I can get an answer, but if I have a feeling or if spirit shows me anything , I will certainly pass it on to you. This female named Rhonda was in a situation. It seems that she and her husband moved to a new state to be closer to her best friend Pam. Nothing was working out, they had only lived there but three months, and already the friendship with Pam had broken up and both Rhonda and her husband wanted to move back home. I asked why not just pack up and return home. Rhonda stated she was afraid they could not get jobs back home and cash was low right now. I tuned into Rhonda's energy and immediately I heard the name Jeff. Rhonda do you know a Jeff? She sighed , yes  he is my friend Pam's boyfriend and I could care less. What about the move? Should I or not at this time?. A older lady appeared in spirit and I felt the strong concern about this Jeff. I relayed this to Rhonda. This older lady feels like family to Jeff I told Rhonda. Really  Rhonda  said I would not know, and I dont care about Jeff. Rhonda  I asked, what is going on right now with Jeff, I feel he is in some kind of trouble here. She sighed and told me the whole story, how Pam met and moved in with Jeff and then Rhonda found out that Jeff sells drugs for a living. I dont blame you for wanting to get far away from this situation.But this Jeff has family in spirit who loves him and is concerned and I feel he is getting support from the other side to change his path right now. Rhonda said reluctantly that she would give this message to Pam and Jeff, and Rhonda will be moving back home.  I wish you all well,, love linn

When my mom died in the spring, each night, I would ask her to come to me in my sleep, but nothing seemed to happen. Now, on several occasions, I have gone looking for her over There while I am sleeping --though I have not been intending to do so-- and it happened again last night.

I was told that she was going away, but that I could catch her before she left, so I went where they said that she would be and I kept watch for her. It was at a lovely location at the foot of a hill, on the coast, but I didn't see her so I returned. Someone said that they had just seen her and that I should go back, so I did. At the foot of that hill was a gas station and I was told to go around to the other side of it and I would find her. I did so and saw a woman sitting on a park bench, which was on the concrete near the garage. It seemed like such a strange place for anyone to be sitting, but there she was, with her head faced upward toward the sun and her eyes closed --like I recall her doing a lot when I was little, when she enjoyed just soaking in the rays. I immediately began to cry at the sight of her. She motioned for me to sit down along side her, but I seemed to be frozen in place. I asked her what she was doing there, where she was going, and I begged her not to leave me. I was crying so much that it woke me up. But I think that I went right back to sleep and returned to where she was still sitting on the bench. I kept crying and begging her again to not go away, and then I awoke again. I was in anguish but, at the same time, I was surpised to feel that my face was wet with real tears. It had all felt so real.

I keep looking for my mom in my sleep, but then when I think that I've found her, it's such a shock that I don't stay around long enough to have a conversation. I've talked to her, but I haven't really heard what she has to say. I don't know if I'm just dreaming or if I'm too overwhelmed by my loss to be able to deal with the possibility that she is not really lost at all.

A couple days ago I was told by guidance that I had an aspect from a parallel life to retrieve.

Going into the 3D blackness I saw a prostitute who had been raped and murdered. She didn't know she was dead.
I stood over her lifeless body and projected PUL into her. She opened her eyes and seemed to see recognition in them but was very confused. I pulled her to me and told her that she was fine and hugged her. The looked just like me. Then she looked to the light and saw her/my family and went with them. It was very fast and easy.

Has anyone done any retrieval of self from a parallel life here?

Love,
Marilyn 

    Hello all, been awhile since I posted last, sorry about that. I am taking time to post what happened yesterday. My husband and I went to the mall yesterday and grabbed a bite to eat near there, the resturant was crowded but the room was light and sunny. Out of the blue my husband John started chatting about a elderly client of his, and instantly a elderly female in spirit appeared next to my husband. Now I have posted in the past about spirits appearing to me( showing themselves visible Vs. seeing them in my head) in resturants, for some reason this happens a lot. The only explanation I can come up with is the energy that is there in the room. She was a sweet smiling elderly lady, I immediately heard her say John,, well I thought is she talking about my husband, then I asked what was the clients name and my husband said its John. Well there is a lady here in spirit saying his name,, that must be his wife who recently passed , replied my husband. She is giving me a strong E sound like in Ea, or Ev perhaps. I do not know what his wife's name was, when we get home I will try and look it up. This lady was trying to say something about a sister  and Florida. She also was very concerned about her John and his state of emotional health. I want to talk to old john about her visit to me,, at this time trying to figure out how to present it to a old fashioned, bible belt follower if you understand these kind of folks thinking , not an easy thing to do. We got home  and later looked up his information, his wife's name was Edna. I knew that was his wife but its always nice to confirm what you find.  Post note # on what I said earlier about the room being sunny, for some reason I find seeing spirit manifesting in sunny background light a bit easier than in a room without any light,, I liken it to viewing aura, its easier to see with proper light behind the subject ,, love linn