This happened not that long ago.

I had recently been reading up more about spiritual/paranormal stuff (something I do from time to time and when I seem to, I tend to have more of these strange experiences), and on this particular night I was laying in bed, relaxed, wanting to go to sleep when the following happened:

I heard a voice inside me say something like "the fish are passing by" and then I felt and heard a gentle dragging noise going across the top of my pillow (just above my head).

For a long time I was wondering if it was a special message but couldn't find anything through google search. Then tonight I typed something else in and found that fish is a symbol of opportunity, luck and wealth. Now my experience fully makes sense. I know I am missing a lot of opportunities in life. I wonder if it was some outside source that was trying to let me know that.

That makes sense. I have noticed when I really get in to reading more about it, I have a lot of experiences, at least that's what happened back in my early 20's. I'm now in my mid 30's and it's only recently that I have started reading up more about it and had the odd experience recently. I think I should get reading more.

I think I may have had messages from my higher self before. If I had a job interview the next day, I would often dream the night before of the interview but it would be the worst case scenario so then the next day it was never as bad as my dream. I used to think something was helping me there.

But one of the biggest experiences I had was back in either 2004 or 2006 (again in my early 20's) when I had the flu. I was in bed and was bored stiff as it was Christmas and I wished I was downstairs but didn't feel well enough to go down. I wanted something to read so I grabbed a little bible out of my drawer. I'm not religious but was given this bible at school and it had sat there for years. It was a little red one and I'm sure I read somewhere that that one had something about life after death in it so that's why I decided to pick it up and read it. I didn't understand a word of it but carried on reading it.

I got about 3/4 of the way through the book when the most extraordinary thing happened! This swirly kind of grey smoke/mist appeared right in front of my eyes. It kept swirling round until it looked like a tunnel but again the tunnel kept swirling. I always associated the tunnel with death so you can probably imagine how scared I was at that point. I let it happen though. Once the tunnel was formed I looked up it and there was a little light. In the light sat a sparkling silver spoon. Stayed there for a few moments and then the whole vision disappeared.

A short while later the same happened again with the grey mist swirling but I was so overwhelmed by the first one that I quickly got out of bed and even though it was still trying to form, I managed to get it to disappear by closing my eyes and getting out of there quick. To this day I regret not letting that second one form. I was curious afterwards about what I might have seen. I do sometimes wonder if I should find another copy of that book and read it under the same conditions and see if anything happens.

A silver spoon symbolizes wealth but there has never been any wealth in my family. No one has ever been rich, we have all been poor so I don't get that at all.

Wealth can have many meanings besides money.

Good luck,
T'ressa

Thanks for your replies. "a lack of experiential learning opportunities" that could be true of me. I have just been to a website to see what that means and although it seemed a bit confusing for me I think it means that I am not learning enough or I'm not learning properly or something, perhaps I keep making the same mistakes over and over if I have understand it right.

Recoverer 2, yes I am passing up a lot of opportunities. I need to grab some opportunities when they arise but I don't have the confidence / motivation to do so, so I think that's what the fish one means.

But it's good to know that riches in heaven was my mind interpreting about that.