SourceLover2
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Made some spelling mistakes on a post, and wasn't able to edit them like I wanted to, so I decided to erase it and then re-post it again.
Albert, what's interesting to me about Don is that he is often talking about other people's experiences here. It seems that he pays attention to and can be influenced by these people's experiences. But, note, most of them are religious Christians, or later become same, and it seems that he gives so much more credence and validity because their beliefs and experiences more closely match his own.
Yet, it seems the experiences, even very powerful ones, of others, he either just completely ignores or marginalizes. I know he has read about my library dream before I re-mentioned.
Did and does he ever comment on it? Nah, of course not, it doesn't fit in with his preconceived belief system.
It doesn't seem to matter, that it was no idle, or easy to be simply just coincidence. The experience itself, was EXTREMELY Christian in essence and meaning. How so?
This older lady and I came into each other's lives, shortly before her husband, whom she was very close with, died because of a job accident. Though we lived some 600 miles apart when we met online, I found out that she lived, not even 10 minutes from my grandparents, where I spent a chunk of time living at off and on through my childhood.
We both were very into the Cayce work, but me in a much more in depth way. We both were very into astrology and that's where we met, on an astrology forum.
My library dream talked about a half Native American, half White woman, whom was a the healer of her tribe, and became involved with my Disk member, a White man all during a very early American period, like when the English first started coming over to MA and VA. In the dream, my other Disk self got mauled by a bear, and was laying in the woods dying, when that same half Native American/half White woman healer, found me and healed/nursed me back to life.
We had a romantic relationship after, and how did my other self repay her for all this kindness and her giving her heart to my other self? My Disk member spat on her, used her, and then left her with a broken heart and severe distrust of men.
When my friend's husband died, she spiraled into a dark, deep, depression. I felt such an incredibly strong sense of duty to be there for her no matter what. I spent countless hours on the phone, trying to counsel her and lift her spirits, as she had been talking about suicide some, and more so, focusing so much on death and the pain of life constantly.
When we met up in physical for the first time up in her's and my homestate, MA, we were just chatting and all of a sudden that dream from some 10 or so years earlier, came flooding back into my perception in a very strong way and came with added information and knowingness.
After I finally told her this dream (and the extra impressions I was receiving), she took some moments to collect herself, because she looked VERY surprised (like truly "jaw dropping" surprise). She told me that many years ago, she got a reading from a lady who had been very involved in Cayce's A.R.E. organization and had been a professional intuitive for many years before she retired. She had agreed to give my friend a reading though, on request of a mutual friend.
Two main lives were focused on. One was during an early American period, when she was half Native American and half White, and she was the healer of her tribe. She became involved with a white man and he ended up emotionally hurting her a lot, and the intuitive said to her very intensely, "You two will meet again later in this life, because you have unfinished business with each other."
Boy did we ever! After this experience and some more talks, etc, she started to get better and better, and we just naturally and mutually parted ways on good terms. It's clear that I played a very healing and helping role in her life at the right time, and that in a sense, I helped to nurse her back to life (psychologically/spiritually), just as she or her other Disk self had nursed my other Disk self back to life. It was a karmic balancing/repayment.
I also did some extensive research into the Edgar Cayce readings and found that these two lives were extensively outlined for Edgar and another woman he gave a reading for. Everything matched up, except the part about Edgar's Disk member getting mauled by a bear.
It's important for me to make plain, that I do not think I am the literal, direct, reincarnation of either Cayce, nor John Bainbridge the early American "ner'do'well" and "soldier of fortune" as Cayce's guidance referred to him. John, according to same, wasn't a very nice and loving guy, and indeed, did break many heart cruelly and selfishly.
When I had that dream at age 16, about viewing Edgar Cayce opening up that book of life of our past Disk member and knowing in a very certain/sure way that I, Edgar, and John the early American (from England) trapper/pioneer were all connected to each other, I wasn't familiar yet, with the Life readings of this work. I had JUST gotten into it for health reasons.
I suppose that I am either a liar, or demons must have set the whole thing up.
I mean, it's the only possibilities that can explain it all, right? I mean, it's not possible that Edgar, John B., and I are all different Souls connected/within the same Spirit/collective Disk self, course not. My friend and I meeting when we did and all that happened--all just a coinkydink with no deeper meaning or purpose.
Not even though I've received all this inner and outer guidance over the years, saying that I am the direct, literal reincarnation of Ra Ta/Ra, whom Cayce's guidance said was a past life influence for him, and part of why he could give the Readings he did. (Because Ra Ta was very psychic himself, and came to much spiritual attunement). Oh, and Cayce's source just so happened to plainly say that Ra Ta would directly, literally reincarnate again in the period of 1958 to 1998, with an emphasis on some kind of experience in 1998 (for they specifically said, "must enter again...at this period* or in 1998"). The future period that Cayce's guidance most referred to was that 1958 to 1998 period of testing for humanity and the very beginning of the geological/climatic shifts, polar changing, etc that at some point later, would eventually culminate/crescendo into some catastrophic Earth changes.
(1998 is when I had my Great Pyramid, secret entrance and going down into some chamber or room, where something very profound and important happened, but I can't remember what the heck it was, just woke up with an extremely strong sense of intensity and profundity).
Organized, codified, very human influenced belief systems, gotta love em.
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