Justin: "about a year ago, I mentioned to you [Roger] publicly that I got the strong sense that you were either a cop or federal agent of some kind, or retired from same."

That is the most compelling psychic experience you have ever reported on this site!  I guess it's time to "out" Roger.  Haven't you noticed that many posters have disappeared from this site one by one in the past few years?  Well, Roger is an ex-Homeland Security spy, who has been assigned to sites like this and is responsible for several arrests.  Yes, he is now retired, but he is on Trump's short list to replace Comey, and if he is approved by Congress, well, all of us should be worried!   

Actually, your ad hominem attack exposes your lack of psychic acumen.  Roger is very empathetic and well attuned to his complex emotional life.  During my various returns over the years,  I especially looked forward to his probing questions.  And he has had at least one mind-bending psychic experience that has impressed me far more than anything you have posted here.

Speaking of cloak and dagger, back in the late 1970s, a Yugoslavian agent tried to recruit me to do clandestine missionary activity by being smuggled across the Yugoslav border into Communist Romania.  When I protested my ignorance of Slavic languages, he promised me the companionship of the runner-up in the Miss Yugoslavia pageant as my interpreter!  I didn't decline right away because I was eager to meet a gorgeous woman, had just seen the latest 007 movie, and wanted to nurse the sexual fantasy for a day.  That's the closest I've ever gotten to being a James Bond clone!

Roger, I shall eventually respond to Justin's claims from a biblical and Swedenborgian perspective.

































 

   

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Don is quite right. Your and Albert's posts have been nothing but ad hominems in almost every reply you've made to me (although you often do it to others too) ever since I stated that I was a Christian, but when one post is made criticizing you, it's suddenly time to stop.

You two have been on a mission to discredit me while leaving the actual content of my posts virtually untouched. When sources are linked refuting points that are made, you then go on to attempt to discredit the source with more unfounded ad hominems. The fact that you can't engage in a conversation about a topic without resorting to making personal statements about the person is a very troubling sign, even going so far as to post a video I made many years ago having nothing to do with the subject (a time when I was essentially a completely different person in my values, morals, standards, etc, partially due to being disillusioned with new age philosophy) to attempt to show me of bad character, claiming I'm not loving, unbalanced, demonically influenced, etc. And the irony is that these personal attacks demonstrate these exact qualities in yourself, even going so far as to claim a conspiracy against a respectable man on his deathbed, and rather than consoling and offering sympathetic words upon learning of Bruce's fatal condition, more petty argument and accusations are made towards him. The strength of such an ego is undeniable to all with eyes and heart.

In one post Albert claimed I had psychological problems with absolutely no idea of the actual nature of the things I was speaking about and totally ignorant to the evidence backing them, not even caring to probe further to learn, but instead jumping at the chance to make negative personal remarks about me. But why try to understand another's perspective when it feels so good to pass judgement? And when I made the decision to stop responding to such unproductive posts, I'm again accused of being unloving and closed minded. It just doesn't stop.

Since I began posting again on this site this year, I've done nothing to deserve this treatment. If future posts are going to be more of the same personal attacks while ignoring the actual content of the posts, I'm going to begin reporting those members. Hopefully the new moderator becomes aware of what is taking place and will be brave enough to do something about it if it continues. I'm here to learn, grow and share truth with others. If what someone says is unfounded, wrong or potentially harmful, then you show this by refuting the content of their statements with evidence and solid logic, not by claiming they are demonically influenced, suffering from hysteria, or implying that they are illogical, unintelligent, unloving, etc. It is a shameful thing taking place here. I pray it stops.

   The issue of "experts" in relation to a previous reply here by "I am Dude":  I have had some very telling experiences with various experts over the years. The following was probably the most memorable and also one of my first: 

   Around age 16, for a few months or so, I was taking Prozac prescribed by one "expert" because of depression issues.  I didn't like the way it made me feel, and so I stopped.  Shortly after, I developed a health condition wherein every time my body became warm or hot, I would experience and break out in all body, intensely painful hives. 
  If I took my shirt off during one of these reactions, it would look like I had been whipped (my face also became extremely red and blotchy--NOT fun when you are in High School and trying to fit in). 

    I first went to a primary care physician whom was absolutely useless.  Then I went to a dermatologist whom was absolutely useless as well, but he suggested that I see an allergy specialist.  That was the next step, my mom, on referral, brought me to Boston Children's Hospital in Boston MA, a very prestigious medical treatment center.  There, I met with an allergy specialist, Dr. Brown (a then young, white male of about 5' 7" or 5' 8", with glasses), I believe his name was.

  After much questions and some testing, Dr. Brown basically told me that I had a rare, genetically based, allergy to heat.  I forget the technical term he used, but yes, he told me that I was allergic to heat and that it was caused by genetics.  He then prescribed me a strong anti-histamine, that also showed some initial, experimental, anti depressant effects (but not approved for that specific use).  I was also prescribed EPI Pens, in case the allergic reaction became so bad that I would go into anaphylatic shock.  He told me that I would have to be on these drugs for the rest of my life. 

   I don't know if it was because I've always been rather intuitive, or because I was tested at the optimal age, to have an unusually high IQ (some 20 points above start of genius), but I was extremely, extremely skeptical of the good doctor and what he was trying to sell me. 

   Later on, during a moment of despair, frustration, and extreme emotional upsetness, I prayed to God and Helpers to please, please, please help me because I was not getting true or adequate help from "experts" around me.  I was led to an Edgar Cayce based book and long story short, I eventually healed myself, through ever increasing/refining changes in diet, health lifestyle, attitudes and spiritual changes, of this supposed "rare, genetically based, allergy to heat." 

   This experience made a lasting impression on self from then on, and indicated to me that "experts" are not always that wise or expert. I'm sure Dr. Brown meant well and tried his best.
  I figured out for self, the reason why I developed this issue, was because the Prozac had caused or exacerbated  gut/intestinal lining damage, which combined with a very unhealthy diet and general lifestyle, and tremendous amounts of stress (my Mom, the person I was closest to in my life, being sick with cancer, a psychopathic step father, and various other challenges), led to an extreme body imbalance and a build up of toxins in my system that were not being adequately gotten fully rid of through the normal, proper channels (kidneys, color, etc), but instead were directly circulating in my blood and my body was trying to get rid of it through the skin, which is why every time I got warm or hot, it would signal the body, "ok fellas, time to release some of this gunk through sweat!" 

  I know this is true, because every time I did sweat A LOT (I started running after reading the Edgar Cayce book), I would not have this reaction anymore for about a full day or so, when previously, I could have it up to 5 to 7 times a day (or more, if I wasn't careful and didn't move slow, didn't get emotional, the temp in the house wasn't too high etc). Also, I had the least symptoms in the Summer and the most in Winter.

   So, you know what, I don't go by outside experts, except for on my car, because I'm unmotivated and uninterested in learning about doing my own mechanical work.  Everything else, I either learn on my own, or go within and contact the Creative Forces and they help me, JUST as they did, when I was 16, some two decades ago. 

   Don't let yourself be taken in by so called "experts" such as the bible researchers you keep linking to. Yeshua advised that we go within and directly commune/contact Father God/original Creator. 

    The Creator and the purely Creative Forces are the true Experts of experts, and can help a person more than any other "experts", especially unenlightened/non completed humans. 

 

Justin

I acknowledge my faulty and sinful nature. I don't try to hide behind excuses and self righteousness. Slipping up now and then is quite different from making a consistent and concentrated effort to attack a person's beliefs and character. I simply explained what has been taking place here. Read all of the threads that I have posted in over the past few weeks and you will find the majority of my posts are followed by posts from you or Albert containing personal judgments of my beliefs and character, most of which do not address the actual content of my posts. Your pride blinds you from the reality of your words and actions, as they tend to have the opposite effect of what you claim to intend.

As for Albert, I lost a lot of respect for him when he claimed that I may be suffering from hysteria after I shared how wonderful my life had become after finding Christ. He is correct that I am mainly here to share ideas with Don. I got the feeling a little while ago that you guys figured this out and took it personally, as I've noticed you two have made many statements indicating such since then. Let it go guys. You can follow my lead, as I now let all of this go. I've surrendered my feelings about all of this to my Most High Father and it's such a relief. May you be at peace, and may God guide you to focus your energies in a more productive way.

Dude:

It makes sense that you lost respect for me, since we are seeing things quite differently now.  Regarding the hysteria comment, well, one example, there are people that fall really in love with their gurus and walk around feeling bliss. They like the bliss and use their intellect as best as they can to reinforce their beliefs about their guru, so they can continue to experience bliss.  Eventually they find that their guru isn't what they believed him to be and that they can experience bliss without him.

Perhaps some day you'll find that you can feel love without viewing God, Jesus and the rest of existence according to how fundamentalists view such things.  You don't need to try to side with God in such an extreme way, in order to be with him.

Did you ever see a celebrity that had too much plastic surgery? One of the reasons this happens is because they are surrounded by too many "yes" people who won't say what they really believe. I don't want to be like that, even if some people end up viewing me in a negative way. I'd like to add that I wouldn't go to a fundamentalist Christian forum and say what I say. I consider the neighborhood I am partaking in.