Justin
Ex Member
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That was very kind of you to say Seagull, Thank You. You have a kind heart.
To be honest, I'm not interested in having fans, groupies, or the like. What does get tiresome and a bit depressing at times, is being constantly rejected, not accepted, actively banished/gotten rid of, and/or otherwise misunderstood by a slight majority of others.
It's happened all my life, and happened much in my last life here too. It would just be nice for a change, to be seen for what/how I really am, not be so bloody misunderstood so much of the time, and just be tolerated, if not accepted. I could pretend, or try to convince myself, that it never bothers me, but that would be self delusion. I spent a number of years as a child, often praying to God, "please make me normal, please make me normal."
I don't ever have any of these problems in the nonphysical. It's only when I've connected to a human form that I've experienced this. It's my lot in life, and eventually I'll accept it better/more fully, but until then, sometimes these feelings/thoughts need to be verbalized/communicated out. Doing so, helps to keep the heart open.
Anyways, thank you. Eventually all of us will in physical will learn how to really love and accept each other. Meanwhile and more immediately, we have the nonphysical to look forward to, and I'm guessing there will be some definite parties that all of us on this forum, plus more, will attend. That sounds nice.
If you see the "man" with the once lonely eyes, take his hand, you'll be surprised, I know.
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