The God of my Perception? ( not your usual God?)

Existence -was -Existence-is -Existence-will be.

Within the writhing cosmic cloud of magnetic flux energy, that the always was,       a new form, evolved and coalesced again into a dense unity of primordial glowing energy, which is and was and will be,       the primordial source that moves between the everlasting cycle of order to chaos and chaos back to order.

                       It is the eternal thinker.

Within that Timeless zone, before existence came to be , a pool of infinite pure consciousness held within him all the hopes, dreams,  for creating new creation out of the chaos of the previous.

Within these new realms of existence and reality immense waves of pure spiritual  thought gradually combined from the Mighty mind of the primordial sentient consciousness .

It knew itself and said,      "What am I"?

Then it said
                      I am
                      I am the alpha and the omega
                      I am the beginning and the end
                      I am the first and the last
                      I am mystery and inscrutable
                      I am all-knowing
                      I am all-powerful
                      I am everywhere
                      I am time
                      I am the only infinite one
                      I am alive
                      I am life

God experienced time only in  his dreams and the cup of my dreams ran over as do rivers that overflow their banks.     I dreamed infinity of dreams in the first instant, and infinity multiplied by infinity in the timeless zone      I thought of creating all possibilities in one awesome now.

He awoke and thought the first thoughts within infinitely primordial mind I had become.     Out of the realm of previous chaos,    I began to recreate outside the absolute realm and started the first realities based on new planes realms dimensions and textures.

I had drifted eternally in and out of awareness and within the mind flux of pure energy.     I tossed out the foams of universes, creating all the singularities,    started the flow of time and withdrew into itself outside time or space and sustained my creation as a static force of infinite power.

I am Spirit as I twisted in an agony of re- birth,    boiling dissolving reforming writhing and vibrating before existence or creation were reborn out of the thoughts programs of my mind       I set up new realities and  began to organize myself into a Mighty Being of thought and infinite intelligence.

I God looked outward and inward into the infinite vast dark void and knew I was alone and became filled with dreadful loneliness.

Now aware of the infinite potential of the vast un-plowed fields of dark nothing,   I God strode with great beams of Radiant Light toward the infinite horizons of eternity, sowing seeds of existence, before the timeless moment of creation.

Back before anything was conceived ,   I am God   The  Infinite pure "Mind" and "Thought"   

There is no darkness only Light within my infinite domain,      I moved upon the great void of dark and said "let there be" Light' and there was Light.       From the Light came Love and life.

I grew out of nothing by my own will before anything else existed and with the mobilities of my original thoughts spoke out and created all that ever was, all that is, and all that will ever be.

Before I could create    I who am everything, had to withdraw of myself to open up a void in which to place the universes I was about to grow out of the thought seeds resting in my mind, waiting for planting.

On the panorama of bleak darkness,    I sewed seeds of universal radiant energy.    The reality I created is the gem of my creation and the beauty of my achievement.    I am it who lives, forever and forever.     It has I who illuminated the everlasting darkness of the primordial void, with beams of dazzling Light in living and translucent glory to share it with those who Love me.

At the moment of the thundering dawn of creating existence,        I sent out the primordial heat to Light up the universes for the seeds of life to be planted within them.       
I waited and watched as my creation grew and expanded and it filled my Being with joy and satisfaction and I knew my workmanship was good.

I walked down the road of forever and sat down on the throne of infinity.

                       I am the Light Being and my everlasting purpose is to create and cause existence,    I am both nothing and everything      

                       I am the Light that dispels the dark.

With my infinite power and intellect     I the unnamed- Ever- Existing- one,   looked out at a new empty infinite dark void. 

I am endless    I will create something with the potential to become like myself.

Therefore,       I separated into an infinity of fundamental fragments yet remained connected to my created Beings as the great creator and father spirit.

I set up polarities separating,     the sons of Light and the sons of dark and       permitted malice to exist between the forces of good and the forces of evil.

I decided to separate existence into dualities and I withdrew myself into the everlasting Light      and banished the rebellious- one into everlasting darkness.

In this way, all sentient Beings    could freely choose in which duality to exist.

Opposing forces split the abyss,    as Light blazed to banish the dark and the dark flowed as thick darkness to blot out the Light forever.

I set up a plan to correct my primordial mistake and bring back those caught up and lost to the evil darkness, into the living Light again.

There was no cause to my existence     I having no Cause    I am therefore both the effect and affect that sustains and shapes of all things that exist.

My acts of creation are cyclic events and my purpose reason for my existence.      I formulate everything in the thoughts of my Mind and knew the first numbers.

With the simplicity and realities of the fundamentals,    I made everything.    I am the Prime Mover and there was no other proponent to my "first cause".     I am the   "Immovable rock" and the" Alpha point".

I took these first fundamentals and weaved them into the fabric of the reality, creating all the limitless universes on the infinite timeless foam where before there was but nothing.

                       I am that which created you!

                       You exist because I exist!

We sang together the song of creation and the new universe began to vibrate with countless frequencies of Light, glory translucent and everlasting with the vibrations of the song of existence.

                       I am the thinker and the thought

                       I am the singer and the song

                       I am the painter and the painting,

                       I am the creator and the creation.

                       Ii am the living one and the life

The universe then began to weave, dance, and vibrate flux and vortex into one colossal vortex, spiral in perfect order from the mind of the eternal one

the universe danced and sang with joy.

                       I dance the dance of a new creation

                       I  sang the song of a new creation.
                     
                       I am life.
                       I am light.
                       I am emotion.
                       I am love.
regards alan
      
Blessings and Light