| Baroness 
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			 Hello All,
 It has been ages since I've posted to this forum.  In fact, it has been ages since anyone has posted here.  So, I have had an experience I would like to share.
 
 From my Retrieval journal of March 12, 2016
 
 As usual after prayers and meditation, I went to 'my place' on the other side.  I called for helpers and Jan, Phillip, David and a new helper who said its name is Gean.  I know.  I questioned the name and gender as well.  I was told it didn't matter, so I accepted its spelling.  I should know by now when four helpers show up, it is going to be an unusual retrieval, but as always I try to eliminate all memory and imagination.
 
 I asked to be taken to the soul.  I saw dark just past the city over a part of the fabric.  I again asked to be taken to the soul.  I thought we'd move into the darkness, and I was ready for that for I had four helpers with me.  We didn't move.  I thought it might be my focus so I cleared again of memory and imagination.  I did it several times as nothing changed.  It finally dawned on me this was as far as we were going.  No going into space as I had thought.  We hovered over the fabric on the edge of the 'city' and the dark.
 
 I finally saw tricycle parts...  much like many broken tricycles.  I cleared them so I could get to the rift which when I did was closed tight.  Another dilemma...a closed almost sealed rift.  Usually I have no problem of seeing into the rifts.  I gave PUL and called "Hello" three times.  I told the soul it was a child of the Source and it was loved.  After several attempts the rift began to open, and out crawled a huge, six foot, red, shiny slug.  There are few things I refuse to touch, but slugs are one of them.  I guess we all have an aversion to something and that is mine.  I had to keep telling myself that this is a child of the Source and is loved.  I knew I had to love this creature as well in order to give it PUL.  I felt myself soften and began to figure out how to deal with this creature who had no hands or feet.  I needed to call upon Reiki to help me get the creature to the 'Park'.  I told it I was going to put a bubble around it for a few moments.  It asked me if it could breathe?  I answered "Yes"  We went to the 'Park' and it was met by other helpers.
 
 A couple of days later, I was discussing this retrieval with a person I respect for both his mind and spirit.  He suggested that this creature might be a human who was told he was a slug and after death thought of himself as one, so therefor was.  My whole perspective changed.  Compassion flooded in where aversion had been, and I learned another much needed lesson.
 
 I hope this helps you as well.  Things are not always as they seem.
 
 With much love to all,
 T'ressa
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