Baroness
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Hello All,
It has been ages since I've posted to this forum. In fact, it has been ages since anyone has posted here. So, I have had an experience I would like to share.
From my Retrieval journal of March 12, 2016
As usual after prayers and meditation, I went to 'my place' on the other side. I called for helpers and Jan, Phillip, David and a new helper who said its name is Gean. I know. I questioned the name and gender as well. I was told it didn't matter, so I accepted its spelling. I should know by now when four helpers show up, it is going to be an unusual retrieval, but as always I try to eliminate all memory and imagination.
I asked to be taken to the soul. I saw dark just past the city over a part of the fabric. I again asked to be taken to the soul. I thought we'd move into the darkness, and I was ready for that for I had four helpers with me. We didn't move. I thought it might be my focus so I cleared again of memory and imagination. I did it several times as nothing changed. It finally dawned on me this was as far as we were going. No going into space as I had thought. We hovered over the fabric on the edge of the 'city' and the dark.
I finally saw tricycle parts... much like many broken tricycles. I cleared them so I could get to the rift which when I did was closed tight. Another dilemma...a closed almost sealed rift. Usually I have no problem of seeing into the rifts. I gave PUL and called "Hello" three times. I told the soul it was a child of the Source and it was loved. After several attempts the rift began to open, and out crawled a huge, six foot, red, shiny slug. There are few things I refuse to touch, but slugs are one of them. I guess we all have an aversion to something and that is mine. I had to keep telling myself that this is a child of the Source and is loved. I knew I had to love this creature as well in order to give it PUL. I felt myself soften and began to figure out how to deal with this creature who had no hands or feet. I needed to call upon Reiki to help me get the creature to the 'Park'. I told it I was going to put a bubble around it for a few moments. It asked me if it could breathe? I answered "Yes" We went to the 'Park' and it was met by other helpers.
A couple of days later, I was discussing this retrieval with a person I respect for both his mind and spirit. He suggested that this creature might be a human who was told he was a slug and after death thought of himself as one, so therefor was. My whole perspective changed. Compassion flooded in where aversion had been, and I learned another much needed lesson.
I hope this helps you as well. Things are not always as they seem.
With much love to all, T'ressa
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