Justin
Ex Member
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Thank you for sharing those Albert. I hadn't heard them before.
If my life had gone in a different direction, likely i would have devoted a lot more time and energy to becoming a musician-singer/songwriter, as both my bio Dad and my full brother are (i wish you could meet him sometime, you both have a pretty strong astrological chart comparison. I suspect my brother's Disk had projected the lifetime/personality known as the disciple/Apostle Andrew. Like me, he has had for a long time, a strong, but non religious love for and attraction to Yeshua as a teacher. He was also the person who originally got me into Bob Monroe, as he bought one of Bob's books when he was 13).
As it is, i very much love to sing, and sing a lot. I find music is almost a food for the body, mind, and Soul.
But, i saw my brother, when he was learning guitar, and then later some other instruments, become rather obsessed, and knowing myself and my own OCD tendencies in some ways and areas, figured it was wiser to devote more time and energy and focus to spiritual development and atttunement to expanded guidance.
But, there is still a part of self that longs to be able to create beautiful, moving music. Occasionally i have dreams where i'm doing that or tuning into heavenly music.
Not sure why i've been so self focused in my writings lately. Funny that Mars is super highlighted in my chart right now, being in the 1st house and closely conjunct the Ascendant/Rising degree (no more amplified/highlighted position possible than this in astrology. Yes, definitely the Mars consciousness within has been stronger and more expressed lately, more Yang, fiery, and self centered).
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