Hello BillB,

Will you post more about your Lifeline experience ? Would a summary chronologically help you too to see it? Or one experience first, then….  Whatever works for you.

I think I will write in installments…

Part I – a very crude sketch of events.

Prior to going to Lifeline, I have strong contact with a number of beings that I considered my mentors.  Over months they spoke of Purposes…  In time they provided me with two ways of accessing energy for learning of these purposes and sustaining myself.  It was remarkable, beyond belief.  I began to practice what some call manifestation, but what I call simply willfully administrating energy… and first tested this with groups of seedlings to accelerate their growth. 

My first try, seedlings were 60% larger than control in 5 days… I learned how to focus more, and the second batch was 66% with just one day’s effort… But in my third attempt, I killed ALL my seedlings and not one even germinate where all my controls did far more than that.

These beings showed me the exact moment in time when a doubt had entered my mind with that experiment and they explained using this energy results can be disastrous when the intent has any negative aspect.  I was dismayed, and became paranoid about screwing things up. 

My best friend, who had been studying all my hemi-sync notes, had also just died of cancer, but his transformation was incredible and he approached death without fear; only a great sense of adventure.  Yet the previous events left me worried about my ability to dis-create.  I also had a long silence period from my mentors which they do at times, but this worried me.  It had not been uncommon to encounter such times when things were very dark.   The weeks prior to Lifeline, it was particularly quiet and dark.

Arriving at Lifeline, I was totally paranoid that nothing would happen at all.  That I would dis-create everything with my doubting second thoughts that creped into everything.  This actually because an overwhelming worry and I was concerned that it was a mistake going to Lifeline, the time must be wrong.

In my very first session, I was quite anxious about nothing happening and I made a desperate plea at my affirmation… in respond I immediately receive. …We are with you as before!  We will always be with you.  You are not separated from us…  and felt a tremendous surge of power clearly showing me the show has yet to begin for the week.  So the week kicked off with a huge bang.  In the second session that day, my mentors resumed their discussion of Purposes, fulfillment of Purposes, and spoke of the future of mankind.  “Current man is to be replace with new man”.

From here, everything accelerated in magnitude.  By our evening  session on Sunday (1st full day of Lifeline) during my first pass into focus 23, I found a capsize lifeboat and tagged that for later retrieval in following sessions.

This is a very abbreviated and understated description of events our first day.

To be continued….

Part 3

Although there was a host of experiences in 27, I will simply list a few things that were quite interesting.

The general practice in the TMI method for retrievals is to first go to 27, to sort of establish oneself.  From there one returns to 23 to acquire the individual previously identified.  That individual, it seems in most cases I experienced, will go the the Belief Regions and one will return to 27, typically alone I found.

Besides those services just mentioned, I will note a few things that were interesting about 27.  Firstly I met my previously last living best friend who had died two weeks prior to the Lifeline course.  That was a very interesting experience and helpful in the retrievals themselves at times.

Also, while conducting what one may call out first tour of 27, what certainly caught my attention and was quite clear was an alien ship in the sky there.  I should note that this in now way alarmed me.  Prior to Lifeline, my Gateway experiences had already introduced me to a variety of beings and intelligent functions so there was no surprise to yet another class of beings.

We also had sessions to tour what I call the restoration center in 27.  There are numerous ways people are "ministered to" I suppose is a fair word. People do arrive there with emotional-pyschic damage so to speak. 

In a later session, we were able to go to the above "healing center" and seek treatment for ourselves.  In my case, my healing session - and also all my personal sessions since that first one - were performed by a pair of aliens.  I call then the Tall Beings (TB).  They are not the Tall Whites.  And I do not know that these beings are related to the ship.  What I do know is that these beings are evolved to the point where their focus/interests/scope of activities are completely compassionate and selfless in nature.  During my many contacts with them to date I have grown in great admiration for them.  If only people could be like these beings.  In one sense, I view them as role models.

Other experiences I had in 27 pertain to higher beings that I first met by being brought to a bright light that was high in the sky in 27.  I've had a number of conversations with them since and I was informed early on that that place was outside 27.  I have no idea what state it was.  But it was specifically explained, as I questioned this, that it was a state, not inside some ship as one may wonder.  In that place, during the week at Lifeline, the visits into the light were largely regarding the statement of purposes, and future tasks.

There were many wonders in 27, however it did not feel like home to me (yet).  I will mention a couple of interesting retrievals in following postings, but for myself retrievals were very taxing typical associate with great chest pain and I often needed recovery in 27.  What felt mostly like home was passing thru 21 during these sessions however and I would often pause there and recover as much as I could.

In sum, I did meet most all the beings I knew prior to attending this course, but the course did take things to a whole new level of service, understandings, and relationships with other higher beings.   

to be continued...

Ah, There's more... just catching up with stuff at home for a bit.
B

Re: 2Bets' Question Boats:  When I got to focus 23 for the first time, I found myself over the ocean.  Emerging, and passing out of view over time were: 1st what I thought was a late 19 century commercial trawler passed by me close enough to see men on board.  Once this craft passed I saw the overturned lifeboat, 2nd was a modern era bridge of a large freight vessel. It approached and passed out of view. Lastly was an early 20 century ocean liner. I don't think there was any mystical meaning to the ships; ships I expect that were lost at sea.  In this session I tagged the lifeboat for returning to.

Part 4
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I thought I would write about a few retrievals that seemed notable: 

One of my first, that was extremely difficult: I had followed my 27 guide down along a shoreline (California?).  Saw a very quaint and small stucco cottage with attached garage.  I knew something was wrong, but didn't know where.  As I approached I was drawn to the garage with a heightened sense of alarm.  I opened the garage door and exhaust smoke billowed out.  The vehicle in the garage was late 40s to very early 50s make.  I went to the driver's door, opened it and had to reach in to find a man slumped over across the front seat.  When I pulled him upright, he said to leave him, they won't take him.  Refusing to do that, I dragged him out of the car to the garage floor.  He was overweight and very heavy.  As I dragged him out of the garage, he insisted to leave him that they won't take him.  This turned into an argument as I dragged him out onto the driveway.  This was physically demanding.  I understood he believed heaven does not take suicides.  I heaved him onto my shoulder and tried to rise into the sky to return to the bright light and sunbeam I used to make my way out of 23.  Once into the air a ways finally two angels appeared to help which was a huge relief since I could barely make head way with the man and was finding myself feeling panic at not making progress through the experience

The two angels and I struggled with him up through the levels. My decease roommate (previously met in 27) called down to the man that it was truly not true that heaven does not take suicides (my roommate had always considered suicide as a way out if ever terminally ill.  However, when he got pancreatic cancer, he decided to go thru the experience, somewhat concerned that a suicide won't ascend).

Lifting the man was like lifting dead weight, very laborious, but we got him to 27 where it was like throwing a enormous sack of potatoes onto the ground.  There I was exhausted and my two friends now deceased were there and took care of the man.  The two angels stood by.  In time the man was sitting up, and only then began to realize where he was.

This was an exhausting and emotionally overwhelming experience. My chest ached terribly in this session too (in later retrievals I learned to not get caught in the emotion of the moment.  I didn't need to react as if I just found a suicide in the garage next door, there's time in 23 to deal with these things)

Another interesting story pertains to one man in the Belief Region:  Here I found one man sitting in a chair, face in his hands staring down.  He wore drab shabby clothing and sat in the dark.  When I approached him, he had no recognition of me.  I created a light , but the man did not notice it.  Then I made a blindly bright light.  The man appeared to be aware of this.  He then, covering his eyes because the light was too bright, looked up at me through his hands covering his face.  I said that he may move on, that he doesn't have to stay here.  He muttered, "No. There is only darkness".  I countered, Yet, you shade your eyes from the light.  Then suddenly I saw he realized that.  Next two assisting beings appeared on the peripheral.  As they came closer he stood up to leave with them.  Doing this he simply looked at me confused.  As they walked away, he looked back at me as if uncertain, trying to understand something.

One other retrieval that has continued to be interesting:  The brief story is that I found an indian women that died in child birth.  Given the landscape, I think this happened several thousand years ago.  I could not get her attention (not able to look directly at men?), so I appeared as a chief (very presumptuous of me), and immediately a group of Indian men emerged from the forest behind me and took her away.  I did not follow, but later when I returned to 27, a small group of Indian men approached me and placed a necklace around my neck without saying anything and then simply turned and walked away.   Since this time, I have found a sacred Indian ceremonial area near where I live in the woods.  It is a large site including a spirit portal.  I've been inspired to take smudge and visit the area.  Recently in 25, I observed an Indian man perplexed who saw me pass by him as I traveled up to 27.  In a later session, once he tried to follow me, but I saw he couldn't make it and he returned to 25.  I'm not sure how this will unfold.  I have been thinking of visiting his village in 25, but don't know what I would do and the time has not come yet, or ever.

  Hi BillB,

  I have a lot of respect for Bob Monroe, TMI, and that whole scene/history.  I went to the Gateway program back in 07 i believe, and the long time Explorer Rosalind McKnight was a friend of mine.  But, i've come to consider that there is a fundamental flaw in Monroe's affirmation. 

   In Monroe's affirmation, it states the desire to obtain guidance/help etc. from those beings equal to or greater than our own development etc.  As we are all not "He/She's", this is perhaps short sighted, because we may, at times, attract "guidance" from beings who don't have our highest intent in mind. 

  When i meditate, seek guidance, i always ask to connect only to the most expanded, mature, constructive/helpful, and Love attuned in nature. Since i started to do this, and live in a way that affirms this, a lot has opened up for me. In my earlier days, when i opened up willy nilly, i at times was deceived/mislead by unfriendly beings.

  It's a really big Uni/Multi-verse out there, and there are some beings and groups whom are in some ways much more advanced than humans, intellectually and technologically, but not necessarily more so spiritually.  All spiritual development, essentially comes from attunement to Love. 

Doesn't matter what corner or dimension of the Universe you come from, as we all come from the same Source and a big part of that Source is what Bruce labels PUL.

  Anyways, there are deceptive beings out there that are roughly at a similar wavelength in a sense as humans in some ways, but they are negative in intentions towards us, very intellectually advanced, and they love misleading us and as they are control freaks par excellence, they would like us to look up to them as Gods.  It's one of their infamous lines as you will see later. 

  It would be like some greedy, control freak corporate group from America or Britain with advanced technology, going into an Amazonian jungle, meeting the technologically primitive people there, and trying to convince the natives that they are gods, blah blah blah, because one they like the ego high they get, and more over they have sights on their resources and to control same they need to control the people. 

   It's true that strong emotions tend to lessen the farther one gets away from the human experience, but feelings do not.  Meaning, no matter how expanded you get, the feeling sense is a very important one, and the truly expanded beings that i have met, all share some things in common--they palpably radiate love and have deep wells of empathy and compassion. 

  Your experience, in some ways, has some similarities to the below:
http://deoxy.org/shamanway.htm

  Note how they try to convince him that they are Creator beings.  Note the blind shaman was well aware of that common trick, and what they really were and where they came from. 

   I've received direct guidance about these beings--they do not want their real nature known about, and they are ever active in deception.  They are very involved with your typical, run of the mill, new age channeler type or otherwise non discriminating folks opening up their perception to the larger reality. 

They give just enough truth to hook people, but truth laced with deception. 

   As this is an "E.T." group (in the literal sense, i "think", but don't know for sure, that they come from another physical area of the Universe), i'm not surprised you interacted with them in an exercise expanding beyond the solar system. 

   Certainly there is no reason to "fear" these beings, but don't fall for their deceptive b.s., as it's a slippery slope at best. They seek control and don't care about freewill, and they are much more clever than most humans.

  I highly recommend checking out Rosalind McKnight's first book, "Cosmic Journeys" which is all based on her guidance sessions with Monroe in the lab.  She receives some info from her guidance about this negatively intentioned E.T. group and talks some about them.

  Rosie was one of Bob's most gifted explorers. Short summary, this group wants to take over humans and the Earth, but are currently held in check by the positive and love based E.T.'s.  However, at some point in our growth, when we have evolved spiritually and technologically enough, the helpful E.T.'s will let go of our hands, and humans will have to face what we have attracted via our own negativity (as they stress time and time again, so much of what happens in reality is based on like attracts and begets like).

According to the then most probable future potentials (that Rosie was shown by her guidance then), this would be sometime around the 2500 mark time wise where they would be allowed to directly, physically attack us and a war begins with the positive E.T.'s helping only indirectly--giving us information about this group and having helped us to have technology to deal with them. 

  As i've been finding out more and more, sometimes truth is seemingly stranger than fiction.

  I may perhaps be wrong that you interacted with this particular group, but no truly expanded or very Source attuned consciousness would consider us as "ants".  Sometimes as children whom have a lot of growing to do, but never in such a dismissive way.

   When Monroe met some "completed" ones near the aperture, he was told he was yet "small", because he lacked the gifts that he was supposed to bring back with him, but the tone and flavor was much different all in all.

   I'm not saying that expanded beings can't give tude, as they certainly can.  Check out Edgar Cayce's experiences with "Michael", whom on occasion came through in a very Yang and corrective way when the group was experiencing a lot of bickering and pettiness. A few rare times, they got blasted from this non human source and heavily criticized for not living up to their responsibilities. 

 

 

I'd like to add something that relates to Justin's comment about ants.  My feeling is that a being of love and light would be able to see us in all our divine majesty, even when we are embodied, rather than see us as ants.