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[quote author=626563707F76747C74110 link=1392583984/0#0 date=1392583984]Hi People,
carl mentioned my bipolar illness and it is this so called disability that has enabled me to see further into the spiritual and mysterious realms that most people. Unfortunately I can see into both dark and light realms, in many primitive societies the holy man, would be diagnosed by western medical science, as a szchophrenic or psychotic manic, just like me, because we see, hear, know things most "normal" people, with respect, are not aware of or only experience a few time during their life span on earth
This is a sort of composite of visions and dreams I have put over the years, with some poetic license and a large chunk of fertile imagination, I must add.
The Journey of the night
I have gone to many places, walked on great grass prairies, and the steppes of high planes, flew up and down green wooded mountains of wonder, stood at the sides of the north at a great and infinite Sea, as the everlasting winds of change blew through my mysterious body electric. Below I saw the earth in its all its beauty and rose up so high that the blue became black. I walked on a dark and grey monochrome moon, climbed the rim of a great a crater, and to my utmost amazement and saw a city of sparkling wonder nestled beneath a huge blue crystal glass dome.
I watched as the city of wonder shone in awesome glory with an internal source of riven translucent light, out into the boundless vacuum void above. In deep regret, I left this most beautiful place of peace and traveled as a point of awareness, ever outward and outward into the unimaginable vast void of the cosmos, observing all things as I went into blazing living clouds formations of iridescent colored light, as their energy flowed through me and gave me more life, causing me to stop my outward journey and hover for a brief eternity out so far, somewhere in the deep of the awesome infinite dark void of nothingness.
In breathless awe I saw the beauty and wonder of great beings of absolute pure and vibrant energy, who roam and sale the great and boundless oceans on the solar winds , with huge and great and gossamer wings that stretch out of their inner core, a million miles between each glittering tip.
Were these are the great and wonderful immortal messengers that originate from the divine source of all?
I saw beings that exist in slower time- flow reality that live so slowly that they only noticeably move in a million years, relative to us on earth, and do not realize we exist, to them we are nothing fleeting shadows, vibrating tiny entities, that come into existence and vanish before they can notice us as living entities like them. On the opposite rate are entities that exist in a hugely faster time-flow reality than us, we only observe them in a colossal particle collider, for one brief, tiny infinitesimal flashing moment, to us they they just decay and vanish we before we can recognize their existence as living beings like us
But maybe these entities existing within an alternate reality their life spans are just as complex, meaningful and protracted as ours.
I heard sounds of beautiful cosmic music emanating from the pulsating vibrations of an infinity of blazing stars, as each one praised god with the everlasting song, across the vast void and emptiness of boundless space. Overcome with the beauty of creation, I wept from the knowledge that each living being was essential , interconnected integrated part of the total fabric of reality which coalesce into one great everlasting being of living Mind. I saw countless cities of pure cosmic composite light, as I traveled and traveled ever and ever outward reaching reaching beyond infinity I left our universe of dark and light saw it behind my fleeting soul, as it receded from my sight, becoming smaller and smaller soul, until all that remained was but a tiny dot or singularity, withing the greater mother void of infinite limitless boundless nothingness.
Here in the womb of god all other unspoken mysterious alternate realities were to be found, each one unique in form and structure like the DNA code that causes us to become who we are in time and place.
I saw our huge universe; slowly begin to shrink and shrink until it became just one tiny shining singularity just one tiny dot of light, amongst countless other alternate places that make up all of reality.
Now in the place of Gods domain, summed up by one word alone existence, from which God sustained and created all things by the power and force of his infinite mind and words. Within the central domain of the Godhead, were in addition to our now tiny universe, countless other universes reflected also as tiny spots of energy, which were the seeds for the creation and production of Gods total existence and the reality we humans perceive us to live.
Because I had exceeded the speed of light, time began to flow backward I was now racing backward to the beginning of all creation which emanated out from the everlasting Golden solid pure light in which God exists and has his being. God never ceases to create he continues to create in an everlasting process from the inexhaustible energy of the Solid Golden light which is his Spiritual body.
Thus “Our Father which art in heaven”, thus in reality, is where the heavens are located within the Solid Golden Light which is God
At the very fundamental level God is a living Being Spirit consisting of Golden Solid light, which is the source of inexhaustible infinitely energy, that he uses to create and sustain his woks in what we call existence. God said is the ‘All in All’ the All in All is just another way of saying all existence. “God is Light and in Him is no darkness whatsoever”
As I went back in time to the to the beginning of all things, I observed everything coalescing into one unimaginable infinitely dense ball of Golden Solid Bright light, which I knew somehow, was God, resting in readiness to create our universe, and to make space for a new universe God withdraw a portion of his infinite being, into himself in which to place our universe and watch it grow, in his gardens of existence.
Because of the reversal of the flow of time when I left our universe I saw it continue to shrink until it became a singularity, of infinite density, somehow the seed or singularity had been forced out of the of the solid light of the mega-universe, until it burst out from within the Solid light, of the “Mother” part of the God head with such unimaginable force/energy that it began to inflate or expand to form our universe, much like a mother giving birth to a new child.
At first our universe was tiny small dark and cold, but when the Father part the God Head saw the birth of their new creation, He burst out in joy and said ‘Let there be light” and the Mother replied “And there was Light”
There is no beginning or ending only an everlasting cycle of creation and progressions of what we call existence. All will ultimately merge in one eternal moment outside time and entropy, singing the great songs of joy that is all this wonder we are also a part of creation.
We will finally know everything become co-creators with each other and the possible become possible and rejoice because we have seen the creator and become like Him, infinite, eternal and beautiful. Then it will all begin again in the everlasting infinite cycle of existence of new existence, more wonderful than the first.
As I approach the infinite long dark night
I resist and resist it with all my might
I try and try to comprehend this end
To which all men must descend
Is it a sleep that all must take?
Or is it an eternal end that all must make?
I like to dream of awakening in light not dark
In a beautiful place to which all righteous men depart
Do we sleep the sleep of forever?
Or do we awake some other place together?
Does the answer to this ultimate question
Remain forever a process of eternal redemption?
On one glorious day from timeless sleep I awoke
And heard a beautiful and kind voice that sweetly spoke
My faithful son at last you have became to understand
Exactly your place in this troubled land
You my beloved have truly never ceased to seek
The infinite destiny that in eternity for you I keep
So for you and your family no eternal death awaits
Because of your zeal to know your fate
Soon I will bring you all to this most Holy Place
And there I will you never forsake
Very soon, you shall hear a sweet call in the dark of night
Come, come into the Holy Glory of the Father Spirit of Mighty Might
I walk in the cool of evening along sweet meadows I have never seen
I smell the beauty of grasses that have never been
Strange golden streams of crystal water flows
As blue glory of mighty skies above glows
I search the long forgotten memories in the attic of my mind
Along the twisted channels the very depth soul that I could not find
I see before me things so wonderful I knew from long long ago
I puzzle over the enigma of knowing what I do not know
Out there far beyond the knowledge of any man is revealed
Something of such great mystery to it my heart had appealed
Why have I on this one thing so many years stalled?
Is this infinite knowledge from many man would be appalled?
Walking on through the shade of great trees that give eternal life
I hear the sweet forgotten voice that comes to free all from everlasting strife
High green new grasses in this new do land grow
As transparent waters chuckle dance, sparkle, and flow
Come then lets us go further and further
Come fly past magnificent Orion with me
At great speed to our majestic divine we flee
Through a wide void of endless night at last we fly
Reaching out to that great radiant light beyond the sky
Across a vast void space of infinite night
Together clothed in glory we continued our flight
Reaching that heavenly vast void beyond the measure of man
See before the majestic one gather all who can
By mighty angels through glorious clouds we are driven
Closer and closer to that great and mighty throne in the midst of heaven
At last to those mighty gates of heaven we came
Washed clean by his eternal purist light we became the same
In joyful incandescent glory all creation could finally sing
To our everlasting and stupendous of the holy king
I am Ceaseless Creator
But really I AM
I am life
©Copyright Alan McDougall 2013
You don't need to comment, just read it as an interesting essay if you like
Regards
Alan
DocM and Rondele. Before you organize one of your Afterlife Conversation members lynch mobs against me, like PauliEffect, who contributed more to this forum than you'll ever will, and suffered the consequences of being barred for life; take a look at the evidence of the person you are supporting now above, and have accused me of being a troll against him in all his recent posts!?
Copied and Pasted from Dr.Phil McGraw's website:
*Are You an Enabler?
*An enabler is a person who, acting out of a sincere sense of love, loyalty and concern, steps in to protect, cover up for, make excuses for and become more responsible for the chemically dependent person. This can prevent the chemically dependent individual from the crisis that might bring about change, and thereby prolong his/her illness. Some common enabling behaviors are:
*Avoiding problems by trying to keep the peace. Believing that a lack of conflict will solve problems.
*Denying that the person is using drugs or is chemically dependent.
*Keeping your feelings inside.
*Minimizing: "It's not so bad, things will get better when..."
*Lecturing, blaming, or criticizing the chemically dependent person. (Ahh. Yes! I'm an enabler too! Carl.)
*Taking over his/her responsibilities.
*Protecting the chemically dependent person from pain.
*Feeling superior; treating the dependent person like a child.
*Trying to control the dependent person.
*Enduring: "This too shall pass."
*Waiting: "God will take care of this."
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