seagull
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I guess I just find this kind of information from that link confusing, along with other kinds of information which suggests to people that the white light is something to be avoided, that it is some kind of soul trap. As well as the idea that there might be those on the other side who pretend to be loved ones...
I don't really find that to be supported by the near death stories I have read. It is upsetting to think that people might be forced to return to the earth, no matter what condition it or its people are in. It causes me to wonder, what, is the other side too crowded that people "must" return to earth and can't simply advance on their own in the afterlife if they are not ready to populate a "higher" level.
I have been looking at this afterlife subject for years, hoping for some way to tie everything together. All I really know is that there is some kind of intelligence operating in my life.
That doesn't help to explain why we appear to be overcome by our own ruthlessness and exploitation of others/resources.
I read that when people came to the U.S. that they found a beautiful place because the natives had realized long before them how to live without ruining everything. They had killed off most of the large game and realized they had to live another way, at some point in the past. Not that they were perfect little angels, but they were trying to move past the blatant urge to treat the earth like a disposable commodity.
I guess I am full of questions right now. That can be annoying sometimes.
But, I awoke from a dream in which I was finding happiness in speaking to someone I haven't talked to in a very long time. It was on someone's phone, which was a big old-fashioned looking thing, and I heard this person's name and immediately insisted to the owner of the phone that I just needed to say hello. So we talked for a bit, my old friend and me.
Then, I was thinking of the place we used to live in a nostalgic way. It was immediately there, in a slightly altered form, but my mind was telling me "familiar, familiar" and it was a good feeling. When I awoke it was going to slip away instantly, that memory, but I remembered.
I had been becoming lucid in the dream, and wanted to examine everything, when my alarm went off. I was feeling the wood of a bureau, feeling its hardness, and looking at the items scattered on top of it.
If it was an illusion, purely created from my mind, what can that tell me about the belief system territories on the other side? I wonder.
If I am drifting off topic, I apologize. What I am struggling with is the idea that it is much more difficult to make sense of things while in a fully operating "system" -- to change one's focus and direction and to fully use one's creative powers -- when in a fully operating system -- as opposed to wiping the slate clean and starting over. Just erasing it. That is very freeing, but then you might kind of miss some of the elements of the previous more chaotic time.
So, maybe that is part of what we are learning here. If we move on to become creators of complex systems in our own right, perhaps this earth experience is just the ticket. It may be what we need to help us understand from inside the system just exactly what it feels like to live under those conditions.
If we had "godlike" powers, wouldn't we need to know what we were doing to our creations?
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