Hi, jdee,
I just wanted to answer your questions as I see it.
Could this be him assuring me he is safe and i am will be ok. Im a normal but anxious 20yr old boy
It could very well be your Papa trying to comfort you. Always remember we are connected by love and that is forever. When you think of your papa, he will be there for you.
I have a great fear of dying and of hell
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As a soul retriever, I have learned that the only hell is the one we create for ourselves or a belief of such a place.
You don't have to believe in it.
Think of all the love that is in your life. That will keep you connected to all your loved ones, and you will have no reason to fear-- for you are loved. And there will be no hell.
I wish you sun-shiny days and warm, cozy nights filled with love for others.
Baroness T'ressa