End of summer 2012 and the "in" book for chicks, ladies, gals and such is some boring sad thing about 50 shades of going grey in Seattle. Yuck. ladies, please get a life! What to read?
Along comes my idea of a highly exciting book (yes there are things more exciting that sex or sheets with high thread counts or whatever attracts people to that book). Finally!
So how can I get so excited about a book in which a woman gets blown up in Iraq and lives to tell the story? Because she tells what happened in what she calls the blink between the explosion and her going forward in physical life. What a story!
It is like she is in the movie "The Matrix" and she gets behind the scenes to where things in physical reality are being created. Her NDE is unique, unlike any other I have read so far. A roadside bomb explodes, hitting the vehicle in which she is traveling, and in the blink of an eye she is ...elsewhere.
I will have to read and re-read, there is so much to think about here. But I am currently enjoying (?) and thinking about her description of deciding to come back to her body and deciding how damaged it will be when she comes back. A being or beings are helping her with this in what she calls the Healing Dimension. In Chapter &, "Healing and Assistance," she writes (page 76):
Quote:While healing the body, we try different combinations and extents of healing, laughing at some of the combinations as we imagine possible consequences and challenges each would present in experiencing a continuous progression into the future with that body. We try making my physical body fully blind and find that to be very funny as we project challenges I'd be likey to encounter as a result. We try a complete healing of my head, arm, and foot, leaving only some schrapnel in my arm, and laugh at how many people would attribute such minor injuries to luck since others in the truck are maintaining much more extensive injuries. We try leaving part of my skull missing and moving schrapnel into the brain to cause brain damage, then watch, laughing, while a trajectory of a life with that challenge takes shape. We try removing my right hand altogether and fall all over ourselves laughing while watching me trying to learn to write, eat, and otherwise lead with my left hand.
Then she discusses why she can laugh from the perspective she has at that moment and how she takes responsibility for chosing the injuries that will best equip her to meet her next challenges. That can only be answered and understood from the perspective of what she calls the Whole Self and how difficult it can be , even when she recalls this, to fully accept all the injuries when she is back in the physical.
Maybe that is why she calls the book
Application of Impossible Things.
I recently heard an old radio interview with William Buhlman, in which Bulhman clearly expresses the idea that true reality lies in moving inward. WHen I was a kid I thought getting to Heaven was like going to the moon in a rocket. Much of that kind of thinking underlies most of our thinking, in this culture anyway. Humanity has been duped into thinking the answers are on the outside. But true reality lies inward. The physical world is a temprary construct. You have to shift your awareness to the inner energy bodies and tune into other realities. Maybe this is why healing (among other things) is so difficult. We don't have a roadmap to that Healing Dimension. But it would be nice to go there without being blown up! But at least Sudman discusses her adventure, puts it out there to share with us all.
Has anyone else read this?
Sudman,Natalie (2012)
Application of Impossible Things : My Near Death Experience in Iraq Huntsville, AR: Ozark Mountain Publishing