recoverer wrote on Feb 3rd, 2012 at 4:38pm:One night I remembered what it was like just before I incarnated. It would be more accurate to say that I re-experienced this. I was with a being I was very close to. I felt quite concerned about incarnating. I told this being that I will miss him. (He seemed male, perhaps this was an interpretation thing.) He responded, "I know." I could really feel how I felt at the time.
One night I received information in the form of a being communicating to me. I was somewhere between the waking state and an astral state when I received this information. I was told that I helped with retrievals in the way I do now during my last incarnation. If I interpreted the information I received on other occasions correctly then we don't have to reincarnate numerous times. Rather, it's a disk effort. But perhaps there are some exceptions. It is possible my reincarnating this lifetime was an exception. On a perhaps related note, one time I was asked by a spirit being how is it that I know how to help with retrievals in the way I do. It is possible that this being asked me this question in order to get me to wonder if I've helped with retrievals in the way I do during a previous lifetime.
Oh Wow! What a synchronicity, just the other day I was quite strongly wondering if i am a direct reincarnation of a Disk member. I hadn't really thought about it before in that way, though i knew we had strong energetic and karmic ties.
Then, not long after thinking about this, i read your post (though i'm a bit late in responding). In a way, this synchronicity seems to be a confirmation of what i was thinking is probably true.
I've had a lot of little hints here and there about this. A couple that come to mind off hand. Becky had a dream wherein she was talking to a sensitive, helper type in Greece. The young woman told her our "spiritual names", and Becky couldn't remember mine directly, but she knew it was similar sounding to the Russian version of William.
I did some research on this, and i found out that Vasya is one of the common derivatives of the Russian name of William., and seemed to fit the most intuitively and feeling wise.
A spiritual friend, a very sensitive lady also with strong connections to the Cayce work, pointed out that it sounded a lot like, "was ra". In the Russian language, V is pronounced more like our english W. So perhaps instead of saying my spiritual name sounded like or was similar to Vasya, it was actually saying I was Ra?
One time i was hanging out with a new friend and with his friends, Becky and i played a game of trying to guess each others middle names. I focused strongly on "projecting" my actual birth middle name, but when it came to my friend's turn to guess my middle name, for some reason he said "Ra".
In the Cayce readings, talking about the future life of a certain person, Guidance mentioned this future life and self in terms of long past Disk member rather than the immediate self who was present during the reading, They referred to the "priest" reincarnating, and this person's name had been Ra Ta originally and later changed to just Ra after his physical and spiritual regeneration.
Becky also had another dream about ancient Egypt which confirmed certain info giving in the Cayce readings. The dream dealt with two males, who were close to each other. One was the figure Thoth, and the other man un-named. The un-named man played a very public role in that life as a teacher type, but his friend Thoth was kind of more his teacher but for whatever reason, Thoth decided to be more in the background and sort of work through his friend/student more so.
His friend, the un-named man, was being psychically attacked by a group of what sort of looked like smaliish dinosaurs (the "Reptilian" E.T.'s?), which were very negative and didn't like the role and influence that the un-named man was playing (spiritual teacher and exemplar).
His friend Thoth, decided to help his friend, and this involved some sacrifice and pain on Thoth's part, but he did help his friend---he drew out this psychic "poison" being injected into his friend and took it into himself and transmuted it. She said, both men were in preparation to ascend spiritually, but Thoth through his sacrifice to his friend did ascend in that life.
The Cayce readings speak a lot about ancient Egypt, and talk a lot about a guy named Ra Ta, who became a very public spiritual teacher type. Ra Ta though, sought out one wiser and more aware than himself, and in traveling to other lands, found such a Teacher, whom the Readings referred to as "Hermes" (the names Hermes and Thoth are interchangeable).
Cayce's guidance indicates two things about this Hermes/Thoth character. That it was he who actually designed what is now known as the Great Pyramid of Gizeh, and the Readings very strongly hinted that this person was an earlier projection or aspect of Yeshua's "Disk". Hermes/Thoth was the actual "architect", but his student and friend Ra Tah was kind of the project manager and director of the building of it.
Becky's dream seems to have been both a confirmation of Cayce's info, and a confirmation of other things more personal to me--my history, path in this life, etc.
One of the first sensitives i ever went to, when i told her about a particularly vivid dream involving the Pyramids of Gizeh, told me that i had been involved with building the Great Pyramid.
Plus, it would explain a lot of other things. Like why i've been so focused on the Earth changes, and since i was young. Ra Ta/Ra lived during a similar cycle as ours, during one of great change-transition, challenge, and of a lot of collective spiritual growth.
He was very precognitive in that life, and tried to help people prepare for the changes in both material and in spiritual ways.
Cayce's source seems to indicate that this self graduated out of our local system, went into other energy systems via Arcturus (the physical symbol of a dimensional consciousness).
This all is quite a bit of a personal revelation old friend, thank you for helping me figure this out. It explains so much to me about so such (more than i'm going into in this post).
More over, this personal revelation comes with a very recent dream snippet of becoming aware it was time to don a new robe which was a certain color. The color seems to represent what level or energies Ra grew in consciousness to by the time he incarnated as me.