DocM
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In my deepest meditation, I am aware of nothing but that I am aware; a point of perception, devoid of form. Take away from me what you will, I am (and we all are) a focus or conscious perception.
Spooky is correct about personal free will in a semantic sense. In the conscious earthly mind, there is an ego, personality, a history. If you have burned your hand in a flame, you will likely not put it in the flame again.
But getting to our essence, that is where my thought takes me. When I've been there, I am at that place of Cogito ergo sum (Descartes). I am because I think/perceive. Often in that state of deep meditation, I am not aware of my history. The conscious mind is asleep and the pure perception is awake. This is our deepest "self." We react the way our spiritual/emotional perceptive self reacts. There is no "if x, then y" thought involved.
This is the most basic form of spirituality I know of. On earth, in the physical, we develop an interactive rational ego to live with others. The rational side can respond to past events, and act logically. Many many people will act rationally even if it is against their spiritual nature or instincts. This usually sets up a conflict, and leads to unhappiness.
When the layer of earthly ego falls away, after we pass from the earth plane, we simply are who we are. We are who we have nurtured and become. We are the fruit of what our inner loves and nature have nourished. We planted thought seeds into our subconscious and they sprouted and flowered.
It is this inner nature that I believe acts unto its own love. This is the same thing simply as saying you get corn from corn seeds and cucumber from cucumber seeds. When we act from our true love and nature, it is spontaneous. The cause and effect theory of no free will no longer applies (though it did in ego based earthly life).
Now admittedly, it may be that in our pure perceptive spiritual state, we can rationally choose to cultivate new loves and continue to evolve in the path of love (or hate). But I believe if this does occur, it is at a much slower pace than what is found on the earth plane.
I should also note that Spooky mentions quantum mechanics, and admits that using quantum models, there is an uncertainty thrown into the mix (the same electron being in two different places at the same time, etc.). This concept has always made me humble to never assume that anything is written in stone. Newton's billiard balls of physics were found not to apply in a strict sense to the most basic building blocks of physical reality.
So I can attest to the presence of my own pure perceptive state in deep meditation, and to the existence of my own consciousness and free will during that state. In its most pure state, that "is"ness or being is devoid of history; it becomes irrelevant what circumstances came about in my earthly life which cultivated that state of spiritual being, because it simply "is." And it chooses to go get a cup of coffee.
Matthew
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