hi im asking for my first time in circle friday for spirit to channel through me using my voicebox for whatever message they need to give,i will let you know how i get on,i would love to put on here what i get as my experience of this is going to be recorded,when spirit start channeling through my voicebox friday,i can't wait to have it played back to me afterwards.

have not got a clue how to put voice recording on here but i will write here ,what comes back to me on tape record friday

love and god bless   love juditha xxxx

you will do well sis so dont worry love dianna123

hi diana thanks,love ,light and god bless sis xxx

Yes, tell us what happened. By making an announcement, it is like a special commitment to us, to let us know what happened.

hi recoverer what you have written here is true in a way,i am trying to find a meaning to my life,i spent my life feeling i failed at most things, i have tried to acheive.

This is one of the reasons behind me wanting to be a succesful medium,i just wanted to help those who are so unhappy because they have lost those that they love,want to give them hope that death is not the end and that they have not lost there loved ones forever,i dont want to fail at this,i want to get one thing right before i die oneday,knowing that i made those happy and not unhappy.

i felt i need to acheive channeling
i just feel i have to do this,i really need to channel ,it got cancelled this friday,i got to do it next friday.

a medium told me and my twin dianna that we are starseeds because they come to the world not wanted,this link i have put on about the starseeds,its everything i and my twin dianna have always felt,so i beleive the medium got it right.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNqzPf3pBjc

we cried to the medium that we don't fit in and never have

this is what the medium said we were starseeds,thats why we dont fit in.we have always felt we were different and have never been wanted by the world,since we can remember.i and dianna have always felt alone and we both long to go home so much,we always have.we have always had problems trying to blend in with others.

a medium told us we were philosophers in the 14th century and thought of as strange,we were twins then in this past life,the medium said we were thought as strange then as we found it hard to relate to others and fit in,that's why we are starseeds.

i love you all on here.i welcome all your comments on here to me,whether you agree with me or not,love you all

   love and god bless  love juditha

Hey Juditha,

Too bad you didn't get to try this friday.

Sometimes I've a feeling you're yearning to be someone special; the thing is you already are. I wish you could feel that.

Apart from that though, I agree with you; we need to achieve something while we're here on earth; we need to feel useful; need to have fun, to socialize and of course learn. In my opinion anything is worth a try. If you haven't found something that makes you happy yet, then of course you have to search for it. And there's no better way than trying. I'm sure you know of the risks involved. Knowing possible solutions to possible problems saves lots of trouble of course.

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I used to think a lot of kids aren't wanted. Neither by society, nor by their own parents. Lately I've realized that most parents try really hard, but can't even handle their own lives yet. They're trying not to spread the misery and often don't notice they're spreading even more that way.
Thus it goes from generation to generation to generation, until someone breaks this "curse". Someone who can forgive and love; even the weak ones who often disguise themselves as the strong ones.

Same thing goes for society. Hunting and having sex wasn't enough for us so we decided we gotta be more than that. Some day we noticed that with a better spear and warmer clothes we still haven't reached the peak of our potential.
So we're confused; slowly making our way from idea to idea, trying to convince everyone that we know what we're doing.
A lot of people like to pick a one way street; it's easier to handle and it let's them wear a self-confidence in their walk and their stiff back that looks pretty convincing; until they meet someone who walks the other way. Admitting we're wrong is hard for most of us. Some won't because it would send their whole world tumbling down on them. It's so much easier to point a finger and say - you're the one who's wrong; cuz you're the only one who doesn't fit into my world-. And so far they've said it to only 5 people a day...

As a society we just aren't where we can appreciate each other. But we can get there; step by step. All around the world you'll find people trying to reach out; trying to explain, trying to love.
I guess those are the ones you mean by starseeds?

Well, it's geeting late and I'm getting carried away here; so good night;
Vagabound