i see my dads spirit so many times,especially when im at my most down,ive seen him ever since he died 10yrs ago,i worry sometimes that i am stopping him moving on to other things in the spiritworld,as mom told me the other day,that he told her just before he died,that he was so worried about me,as my marriage then was very unhappy.

i love him so much and i don't want to stand in his way,but it worries me that i am,ive been thinking about him so much lately and i am inm tears now writing this,but i felt that i had to play this this morning for my dad as he loved this when he was here,i remember we watched this movie together,he was so loving and kind to the animal kingdom,he loved the wolves,always said how beautiful they were and how so many beautiful things on this earth are being destroyed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCcVmCMRjn4&feature=related

this for you my darling dad,love you so much and miss you R.I.P xxxx

  i really miss him ,more than ever and im worried im holding him back,i dont want to,just finding it hard to let go at the moment. i just can't stop crying about him today.my beautiful loving dad,one of the best.

love god bless  love juditha xxx

hi paulieffect   thankyou for writing back to me,i really needed those words you have written,i feel now that i can go on feeling dad's presence,knowing that he is ok and thats he's trying to help me through the down times,thanks again paul,you have really helped me.

love and god bless  love juditha

A few minutes ago I got some info. It may or may not apply to you,
as I don't think I have the right skill to judge what I was fed.


1. The man I sensed, who seemed to be your father, said to me
that if or when you cry, he will always be there to help you. He also
says that he has been there on all occasions when you have cried.
(I really don't know how I shall interpret the word "all", but that is
the word he wanted me to use.)

If or when you cry again, you may cry as much as you want,
there doesn't seem to be any restriction on what you do or how you
express your feelings. He just wants to say that if or when you cry,
he is there for you, close by.

In fact he says that he is always with you and if you feel you have
a hard time, he wants you to ask for his help in any way, emotionally or
otherwise, and he will give his help to you and give you any kind of
emotional strength you need.


2. If things seem to have been hard for you and you have asked for help
and not gotten any help, he says that there are reasons for that. Perhaps that
there is not the help present which you need, in form of other humans/incarnates,
or the help available around you is inappropriate for the tasks you are
to do here on Earth. If you get the wrong help, it will not be helpful
for you in a "total" meaning (whatever "total" means, I don't know).

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I want you to take my words with a grain of salt, based on the circumstance
I was fed this info. I was taking a shower and received this info during
that shower, so there are probably room for many interpretations.

thankyou matthew for your words of love and encouragement you have written to me and i will  try to live my life with love to make him proud,you have made me feel so much more positive now in my thoughts,thankyou matthew so much  love juditha xx

God bless you with love and light