J.K.Chris
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I know, that what I'm going to write now - can angry some folks, but...
While long long time ago, it was my dream to go to TMI (I'm from the poorer part of the Europe, so we could only dream about such things), to meet all these people, to experience what to experience there, to participate in their life for a few moments, my Inner Guidance decided otherwise.
I wrote a great book (which astonishes me even after two years!), I began to create consciousness music (different than hemi-sync, rather a complementary/interchangeable, and "top shelf" among other similar productions), record my own exercises, do my own workshops, and so on. My experiences are perhaps not so spectacularly colorful, but I aprecciate their great quality/clarity.
My dream died with people who I did wanted to meet in TMI, and who died (literally). My dream also somewhat died more and more in time - as I gathered knowledge and experience on - how such companies like TMI work from inside (...and how they interact with creative people with invention).
A small candy for solace - I've met a warmly friend, Bruce Moen, person that I share somewhat my path with (and therefore we have so much disagreement in certain things, and we don't talk with each other since some years...), someone that I will not forget, holding his warmth and light in my memory no matter how things go between us. A small candy from the Other Side - I have met met Bob M., in a special way, which I also never forget.
Today, paradoxically I am grateful to my Inner Guidance that I did not travelled to TMI (over 10 years of dreaming). It forced me to go far beyond. To increase my creativity, understanding, experience, quality of my action.
Today - if folks from TMI - would invite me to give some lectures or workshops (and if they pay at least for the travel) or if they would invite me in the field of soundwork (which I doubt) - there are 60-70% of chances that I accept such invitation. There are also 30-40% chances that I refuse with no regret.
What is my conclusion/point?
If you want to go to TMI and experience there - then just do it! Sure, you will find, that the world is not perfect. That is the part of learning here.
But if you don't want to go there (or if you can't) - you can become more without them! And you will meet kind souls around you if you just open to them and... forget that you wait for them.
But don't complain about them, no matter what you want. It will be your waste of time and energy. You can become (aware that you are) wonderful or frustrated, the choice is yours. (-;
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