12/11/2010 - morning session:
Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercises joob condition d
Relaxation phase:Silly Little Finger exercise:Heavy eyes… pressure around the forehead (crown of thorns)… sharp pain thru the nose cartilage right side… f10... Right leg jolt… heard two slams… like a door blown shut by wind…
Relaxation phase:Perceiver/Interpreter: Blue light pulsing into infinity… (serious coughing… I think this is always the throat chakra attempting to turn on… but I have major karmic issues and energy blockage there…)
Imagination exercise Attempt to descend inward… (started the mantra: Now I am going inward)… see silver necklace very ornate… large man favoring Jack Nickleson… seemed ominous… fundamental body shift…
joob d Went back and forth with Now I am out of body and Now I am going inward but neither seemed to be functional I seemed to be needing to learn to shift channels… although the joob section with the crowded beach or auditorium scene it seemed all I needed to do was to shift channels… I got into a listening stage and when I did I seem to be ready to shift… on the verge of shifting… I think my mode of traveling will be through listening and allowing myself to fall down into the conical
shaft… I am fully ready to allow it to happen… but, as yet the opening has not been there…. Just the pervasive crowd seen…
S.