Bets,

a reward is not important to me, but oblivion - and therefore total senselessness of existance - is.

I just learned, for example, that when you split the communication between the two brain halves, both store memory independently and act independently. How can this be if there is a consciousness somehow outside the brain? How could this consciousness store memory? Also, with Alzheimer, people can carry on a converstation sometimes, but do not remember their children, even that they have children etc. How can this be? They are "there" but yet not really there as they forget very important parts of who they are.

I just cant take it.