Hi this is an excerpt of some of my mystical experiences,


My near death and mystical experience

Early one morning I died while all was still dark and then I awoke in a dark realm where the boundaries between my physical self and everything physical around me began to dissolve. I saw infinity of stars lighting up the still dark early morning sky. Quietness like a soft warm comforting peaceful blanket descended on my mind.

I could hear in the background the sweet song of birds softly singing birds and somehow knew their wonderful beautiful voices were in absolute harmony and somehow a reflection of audible fundamental particles each but a tiny electron darting in the mind of the God.

Outside leaves rustled in the autumn night and although me physical body was still indoors on a bed, I could somehow feel the breeze, even though I was no longer a material being and also absorbed the wonderful scent of grass and the fragrances of flowers that permeated the earth.

I had become pure energy, and arose above the earth to where the blue became black and looked down upon the earth from the wonder of the glory of the infinite night. I found myself in the presence of a being who appeared to me to be a pulsating “ORB” similar to my state of being then, but much brighter and more energetic. At this time I thought this being might be God. Later I knew he was my Guardian Angel and that his name was Asreal.

I was now a bright point of light, “a singularity a point of intelligent thinking light” within a Greater Light (Being of Light) that now embraced me and revealed to me later, mind to mind, some things relating to the afterlife, the planet earth and the universe.

This Being was the one who communicated with me and took me on the journey into the unknown realms later. He had been my companion all my life and I began to recall how we communicated when I was a child.

I found myself looking down upon the earth, as if I were viewing it from a port hole of a space ship. The earth was revolving very quickly and stopping over each country, where a stern warning was given to each leader.

At first I thought that the "Being of Light" that embraced my essence was God, but found out from him that he was a great angel, with an important message to humanity. At this stage I did not have an ethereal body, just a point of light or a singularity of intense thought.

The Being a beautiful pulsating ORB of colors and pure energy.

As we hovered in space above the earth I saw it somehow revolve and stop revolve and stop, over each country or continent with some sort of a warning, the angel kept repeating, “Mere Mortal Man”, “I am not well pleased with you”.

I vividly remember, when we were hovering over the Asian continent, looking down at India and the regions around it, that some great trouble would come from oceans and affect the Indian subcontinent terribly.

Later I began to remembered some of these warnings to mankind some have already come to pass namely; the great tsunami of 2004, hurricane Katrina and the awful cyclone that hit Burma during 2008, these are just a few events that have come to pass amongst many still to come in the future are just a few cataclysmic events shown to me.

Then the event changed into a partial life review below:
I saw all the people I had hurt, both in a moment but also somehow in real time, and I was shown how my actions had knock - on effect both good and bad in others.

I was surprised to say the least, before this I had vaguely thought about how my life could affect others but the degree it did stunned me. I had never thought of my life having an effect on the actions that friends, family, and others I had met it did.

I saw the results of all I had done. I was not pleased with much of it and very pleased with the outcome of other events in my life. One thing stood clearly out, it was not the “physical that hurt deeply” but “harsh words” and I shuddered when I felt how deeply hurt my angry words had on a young salesman that tried to sell me his goods many years before. I had forgotten about this event it all came back to me, you can never retract word once you have uttered them.

During the Life review a person moves between the subjective to the objective.

Then we left the solar system and raced through the physical universe at limitless almost infinite speed. I was perplexed why there was no need for breathing, and became aware that I became aware that I had now an ethereal body similar to my physical body, but this body did not need to breath and was impervious to heat or the physical fundamental laws of our universe.

This body of beauty shimmered in translucent blue, purple and amethyst and was not confined to the fundamental constants or limitation of the material universe.

One event clearly recalled was flying right through an enormous planet that was floating in the great void between galaxies, alone in the dark, with no sun warming its cold bleak black surface.

I saw this huge planet approaching at colossal speed and passed right through it as if they no more than a cloud, plunging completely thought the ice, mantel, magma, crystals rock, and a boiling centre flashing out the other side and continuing at colossal speed beyond our huge galaxy and faster and faster into the unimaginable vastness of the universe.

It was just like some enormously speeded up movie. Science will tell you the neutrino particle can go through light years of lead without slowing down, so my spiritual body going through a planet is within the bounds of physics possibility, and maybe this is how ghosts or spirits are able to walk through walls.

Maybe an ethereal spiritual body is made up of neutrinos? I could not touch or interact with the material universe, which is but one dimension of realm of creation of countless others.

I also recall passing through huge great suns stars and galaxies of blazing glory, observing them, somehow, as we flashed though in an infinitesimal moment. Think of TV Sci Fi where they flash though the universe at warp speed, it was something like that, but without a spaceship, flashing instantaneously through stars, galaxies, clouds of cosmic dust pulsating light of magnetic energy.


I was not bound to a physical body’s visual spectrum, but could view the universe in all spectrums, from microwave to infra red and more. The ethereal eye is hugely more sensitive than the physical eye and one could peer much deeper into the universe than even the greatest earthly telescope.

Try to image this of course is impossible? Instead of space being black, with this heightened sense of vision, the universe lit up with a billion, trillion ever changing colors of breathtaking beauty. Blind people who have had a near death experience often report seeing visually for the very first time using their ethereal senses.

The journey continued as billions of galaxies came and went and somehow, due to our colossal speed, time itself began to reverse, we were not only on a journey to “somewhere”, we were on a journey to “somewhen”.

This “somewhen” was back before the big bang, into the primordial primeval void of zero point energy. “God is the Great Mathematician”, “the Great Scientist” and “the Compassionate Eternal One” He is the Author of eternal blessings, never losing, the great reason, purpose ultimate reality the great All in All

I was informed that size or scale was meaningless in the grand order of existence. the singularity the point of infinite density and energy was also infinite in size and dimension back then, it did not emerge into a vast empty void, it brought the void with it, and this void we call space is infinite and will remain infinite forever. Each universe was much like infinity of universes all expanding into each other for eternity. Do I understand this no I do not?

The best description I can give is that there is an infinite eternal colossal ocean, I call ALL EXISTENCE OR GOD, on which float an infinity universes, like bubbles of foam, each different but all evolving living and dying just as if they were great beings. To get from one universe requires punching a hole between one into the other.

Our universe is a universe of light and dark, other universes might be pure living light and other infinite abysmal dark and cold. Heaven and hell are located in some of these universes and the ethereal soul body can pass easily between them

Exploding out of our universe, the whole universe began to recede at a colossal rate, first becoming an enormous sparkling dark plane, a sort of flat surface. (Like the earth appears to us when we view it from a little height).

This beautiful plane , or surface or edge of the universe (of course in reality the universe has no edge or surface just my semantics) twinkled with brilliant a billion trillion multicolored pulsating aurora borealis like lights, unexplainably beautiful.

Further and further outward we raced, until our entire universe started to become a huge orb, then a huge globe until it was only a tiny spot a small singularity.

Amongst the eternal infinite foam of numberless other realities, and physical universes that reside it this blazing white light that is the breath of God. I relate this of course in the dimness of my limited mind as these things are unexplainable in human terms or languages.

This light of purest white was limitless, boundless, infinite in any direction, it is where the “Spirit of God is so concentrated and hugely unimaginable pure holy and intense that one could vanish from existence if one tried to enter without permission. God’s concentrated awareness is like a welcoming warm golden sun, “The Sun of Righteousness shall rise with healing in His wings”

If we remember the “Lords Prayer”, Our “Father” who art in “HEAVEN”, this is the domain if you like where the presence of God is all most tangible, the highest state of pure inexhaustibly indestructible energy it is were God awareness is most concentrated it you like, this might seem an oxymoron, that God is also omnipresent, but his is inconceivable.”

In my “Fathers House” are many mansions. It is the “GreatOcean” of all Existence the source of all creation, and all the great rivers of life flow into it.

It is the experience that millions of mystics over time have tried to obtain, but all in vain, no matter what they claim.
Hovering quietly, in the Infinite Sacred silence blanketed by the peace and love of this purest stillness of holy white light

I wondered and then enquired as to where we where? In my inner self I knew it could only be what, I heard a voiceless voice was saying to me, “you are standing in the “Breath of God” also called the “Holy Spirit”

We were in a place of pure composite white light outside of normal material space and time, into ethereal realms and higher dimensions of living

Suddenly and I was no longer aware of where I was until a warm golden light encompassed me about and I knew I was in that eternal place outside time or space. Indeed, I now dwelt in the everlasting infinite moment.

I knew God was a forgiving God not a wrathful God of religious fundamentalism; still there are those who will have to endure hells of their own making.

Lifting my soul eyes to see a great light in the vast distance. With the Being still at my side as my guide. Bliss and ecstasy filled my soul as I looked at the radiance of God the Creator who was a trillion billion times brighter than any sun, yet I could behold his glory without hurt or flinching.

God’s pure translucent light moved over and through me, washing every hidden place of my heart, removing all hurt and fear, transforming my very being into a song of joy.
It was a love so Divine so unimaginably so nonjudgmental that

I wept in joyful wonder at our beautiful God who I love beyond words his forgiving love was complete yet, the light toward which we were soaring was the fulfillment of my search, the loving Source of all that exists, the God of truth and unconditional love, the origin of creation.
Infinite eternal knowledge continued to flow through me and fill me with the wonder of the power of it.

I knew one beautiful day I would have access to it, without any reservations at all. It would be the ultimate in trust that God could give to one of his creations.

Life must be enjoyed understood and nothing should be feared as the very worst that mortal earthly life can throw at you are transient and temporary, your essence and my essence has always existed and will always continue to exist within the grand orders of reality

Marvellous extraordinary insights flashed into my mind and I was able with a new Godlike understanding to comprehend all knowledge.

I seemed to know all the mysteries of existence, just as if I was God. It was clear to me then that the universe was mostly good and that evil will never prevail against the light. Beautifully interconnectivity into one glorious harmony whole is the final aim of our universe. “This is still a work in progress”. Evil was allowed in the physical realms so that people can use their free will to love God and their fellow beings as they love themselves

I felt the warmth of the eternal fire, within the spirit of my being and I was filled by it with a sustained sense of exultation, immense joy, peace, rapture and sublime bliss. My awareness or consciousness expanding until it encompassed the entire universe and all existence.

While I knew I was not God, and that I was only bright tiny facet of the unimaginably beautiful diamond that we call God. It was like riding on the shoulders of God, looking out at the universe with his eyes and understanding everything from time immemorial, to the present, into the unimaginable far future.

Everything at once in an instant, but also through all of eternity, both somehow, at once. Time became meaningless and did dot flow in the linear way it did in the physical realms.

We stood in a marble Parthenon like palace, the walls
glowed in crystalline inner blue luminosity Strange beings of unimaginable noble wisdom walked the corridors of this universal library of the souls. Was it Great Micheal I saw floating above the dome of glorious beauty?

An intellectual illumination beyond any description overflowed my mind and. I knew then that the will of Gods was for all humanity to be immortal and possessed eternal life. “Death was not the natural order of Gods creation” and this mystery of life, death and evil remain a mystery. The crucial plan of the universe was for the good of all that dwelt within its brilliant unimaginable beautiful wonderful and vast golden boarders.

The heavens declared the glory of Gods handiwork and his creation is so wonderful that

I have no words in the English language to describe it. Our mortal bodies are wonderfully knit together a work of infinite precision and meticulous creativity by the awesome intellect of God, and our human brain a prime example of the infinite mind of God. Our mortal bodies, however, are not in the image of God. It is our spirit or soul that mirrors his image and thus God made man to think like Him be it in a lesser way. God Imagined man (imagine-man.).

The concept of time vanished and I seem to exist in an everlasting moment. The physical universe was indeed a most precious jewel in the mind of God. God created time, he is the Timekeeper if you like, he has a sort of a stop watch, starting at the Alpha moment and stopping at the Omega moment, the Beginning and End. I saw in my “minds eye” a huge clock.

Something like a doomsday clock, it had only a second hand and this hand was turning towards the top of the hour, but it would advance clockwise and reverse anticlockwise, some times advancing fifteen seconds and retreating ten, why I think when the second hand finally reaches the top of the hour something catastrophic and cataclysmic is going to happen?


We are Gods observers if you like, things exist because there is someone to observe them, and we are also co-creators with other souls and indeed God himself
Continued

The Sights of a heavenly world

My ethereal body became more or less same size, the same shape, as the person I had seen in the mirror for years I knew it was a reflection of me but now perfect in health and beauty.

I was moving in and out of physical and spiritual dimensions I was clothed in a translucent flowing gown, pure white, but transparent to my gaze. The next moment I would become a pure soul a point of intelligent light that could expand to embrace the entire universe. Only in this state was I able to comprehend and know everything just as if I were somehow God, but at the same time knowing I was Alan

I noticed that one could communicate by thought, create by thought, and travel by thought. Think carefully about a house and it becomes a reality think about a destination and you are there in an instant

Forest great forests, flowers, green grass all living and animated not held down by roots, flawless in color and beauty roamed this strange world of unimaginable wonder and living life

Nothing dies there is no need to sustain the spiritual body because it is eternally sustained by of Gods inexhaustible energy

Light on this strange planet or heaven fascinated me, no a shadow anywhere. There was no single light source as on earth.

I realized that everything seemed to produce its own light. Again the answer coincided with my query: the Heavens declare the glory of God. When the presence of God was near we were bathed in a golden light of love and peace. Angelic beings sang with voices of such power and infinite beauty that the universe seemed to join in and respond and resonate with these words of life.


I remember during the transition process, fragrances beyond early words to describe were everywhere. Living animated flowers, grass, trees and air. The air was just the same. Of course this was not music as we know it or perfume as we know it. I simply knew that it was another quantum world similar to planet earth but operating under different constants or fundamental laws.

The greatest emotion there was the feeling of unconditional all encompassing eternal love by our Creator combined with all the joyful beings of goodness and light in this everlasting pure domain of light and life. Every living thing is important to God, not only human souls are loved by God. God also loves animals and their souls return to him when they die.

We sang there all together in perfect harmony the creation song of Gods existence and eternal mystery. Plants are living things and have great group mind and souls as do the fishes of the sea, and plankton.

The great whales have highly advanced minds and souls and they are also beings that God blessed when he created our earth.

There is a pet heaven, where all or beloved pets frolic joyfully, just waiting for us to join them. Their little minds and souls do not comprehend all our thoughts, but we can communicate with telepathy, just like we will do with other human souls in heaven.

My soul awareness or consciousness expanded until it filled the whole universe and beyond and in this “brief” glorious moment I became everything, I was “Infinite Existence”


This timeless reality was so very much more real than the three-dimensional reality we experience on earth. In this state, my mind was clear as crystal, I could feel an incredible energy and power coursing through me in this new wonderful indescribable time place.

There seem to be nothing but a sense of knowing, being and loving. A strange thing was that in this dimension one could alternate between the subjective and objective anytime at will .
Oh! How my soul delighted then and how reluctant I was to return to the bleak mundane existence of my earthly life.

Reflecting back on my early life I wondered how many moments or days of subjoin on earth in my mortal body had being truly happy. We never experience this degree of joy or happiness, while on earth with mortal bodies.

Was this death? No it was brilliant exhilarating living; I was alive in a sense that I have never being I had become one vital aspect in the great all of existence. An inexpressible interconnectedness to wonderful a mysterious and loving oneness but always retaining my own precious unique identity

Was I now in the Land of the Dead?, no!!! I had left that behind there was no need to kill and consume other living things, energy was constant the arrow of time did not move there was no entropy and the battery energizing my soul was full of inexhaustible energy my new form a body of “eternal light”

Communication between beings also use this light by, changing, and merging and flashing lights towards other souls in a beauty of “light talking”.

The ethereal body has all senses of the material body and more, indeed there are many additional senses, that must be learned when we pass over.

I knew that there were a small number of humans who can obtain knowledge existing in other people’s minds or in the outer realms by means scientists do not accept. These humans can bypass time and space and enter the Realm of Forces.

The experience of merging with the light of God is like having your body explode in a pleasant way and becoming a million different atoms. Each atom can think for itself

Any Comments??

Great post alan.You must have been in a wounderful place.The suns and stars you talked about are the same.There are no stars,they are suns and plantets.The ones that twinkle are suns,and the ones that dont are plantets.I learned that from the air forse.