I have to admit, starcraft, that I can relate to the 'love love love, gobbledegoop'...blah blah blah" at times for sure. I don't think unconditional love, at least for me, is the same kind of thing as love as we mostly conceive of it. When I listen to Bruce's CDs and he says, "feel LOVE" out of the blue I am rather mystified, because what he is really saying as best I can tell isn't love like you have for a body or object, say a piece of artwork or some other creation. It is more like a completeness within one's self that includes all that is normally thought of as separate as being a now within what you identify as the self.
This guy at times can be a bit hard to take as some of his books are merely sales pitches for existing products like TM, but this series I found very enlightening on the nature of Consciousness, particularly in the final sections of which there are 7.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M8AXmJdmzfM&feature=relatedI will say also in reference to living at any cost that I have thought on that too. Survival here is not as great a priority as it used to be to me. I'm not afraid of being dead but I do have some reservations about the dying process. I do feel certain that consciousness is fundamental to existence whether you wind up with Demons
or with yourself in the end.
Yours,
Beau