Hi, All! I'm new to the forum. Supermodel pointed the way here *waves* and I'm sure she'll recognize my account.

She's the one who told me I took part in a retrieval. I had an inkling of an idea but reading your accounts has made me think this is something I am supposed to be doing.

So here's my story:

Yesterday morning I was lucid dreaming--I could hear dogs barking and roosters crowing on my end but knew I had to stay in this dream.  I found myself in the home of a boy I knew when he was a teen. He committed suicide several years ago soon after his mother was murdered. We were never close but he lived down the street so we were friendly.

In this home I saw him...and I saw fading flashes of his younger sisters and older brother but had the sense that he was the only one there....I greeted him after checking the place out and he asked me what I was doing there. I didnt reply because at the moment I had no idea. He asked me if I came from "God". Understanding what he meant, I said, "Yes, I come from GOOD". he asked a couple times as if to make sure. I asked him if he remembered me, he said yes. Then I have no idea why, but I started to ask him about his siblings. Asking him to update me...and he did as if he was aware of their current lives. The one person I never mentioned was his mother. Something told me not to as it may upset him.

While speaking to him (and before, as I gave the place a lookover) I took in the ambience and there was a sense of abandonment. Of something very great missing. There were brothers and sisters....but no mother. No father. There was a sense of emptiness.

As I spoke to him, I began to see his mother in the same room. But she was unaware of the boy and I. The boy was unaware of her as well. It's as if they were in the same home but on different planes.

Anyway, suddenly something washed over me--the goose-pimply/chills feeling I get when I get messages from my higher self---and I knew I had a message for him.

I told him he had to go. He had to move on. That his "heaven" was waiting for him but he had to leave. As I said this I was suddenly floating above him...and I was singing it to him.***see note below****I was crying.. . sobbing....so much so that I woke up to a tear drenched pillow and puffy eyes.

As I left his home ( I dont know if he left or not?), there was a big staircase as if the home was actually underground, and I knew as I surfaced I would be somewhere else. I told myself I wanted to please be in a higher plane when I got out (I was confused and a little scared) and what i surfaced to was : to my left was the normal, RL bright and sunny neighborhood, but to my left was a an endless creepy, moonlit cemetery. As i continued to walk towards my own home, suddenly both sides were the creepy moonlit cemetery. At that point I was uncomfortable and changed the scenery to something bright and pretty and woke up.

***note: Now, usually when I sing in RL, like really sing, I get that "higher self" feeling that washes over me and tears start fall. I feel like I am releasing something from the very depths of my soul as corny as it sounds. In this retrieval dream, when I gave him that message I was in the greatest state of "singing" release I have ever felt. I do not know why I sung it? Its just was I was compelled to do. Is this a form of communication?

In other lucid dreams where I am on the other side, I have realized my voice has no limits and there is something special that I transmit via my limitless spiritual voice---as my voice soars I connect more and more fully with my higher self and transmit it---I transmit the source of endless unconditional love. The higher and louder my spirit voice goes the more in tune I am with the source.

A year ago I dreamt I was in a dark, smokey lounge...and in this lounge sat close to a dozen seemingly familiar and benign spirits or beings---and I could feel they all knew me extraordinarily well even though I didnt quite know them (they were seated in the dark and i could only see their general shapes)...I was on a small stage singing...I'm not sure what, but when I was done, the beings all clapped and said "Finally!". I knew this meant something but I wasnt sure what.

Now I am tying all of this in.....

How can I continue this kind of work? I didnt have a guid of any sort. Should I? And how and why does this singing thing correlate? Have you ever heard of this kind of spiritual communication?

Thanks for taking the time to read this dissertation of a post LOL


eta: theres an endless flow of music on the other side, btw, from my experience, thats where all the truly astounding music we hear in this realm comes from (and the less than astounding music, I think comes from the creators of music not knowing how to channel it fully). Sometimes when I am between sleep and wakefulness I hear the most moving and ornate orchestras. Beautiful.

Greetings,

Sorry tht your thread isn't getting more attention, Spirit. By 'coincidence' I'm reading Rosalind McKnight's 'Cosmic Journeys' and she talks of the importance of music alot in Chapters 8 and 9. (That's how far I've read so maybe more.) 

McKnight was a primary explorer of the afterlife working with Robert Monroe who sort of got all this out to the public. As is this site's host Bruce Moen. You might enjoy reading their books to help you get familiar with the implications of your musical spiritual gift.

Bets

Hey Spirit! Glad you made it over here!!!!!!! Hope you are enjoying the forum. There is sooo much to learn here and so much information!

Welcome welcome welcome!

Hi Spiritintraining,

Wonderful retrieval post. Other posters have had a strong connection to music.
If you ever get a chance to read Monroe's Ultimate Journey, Bruce's Guidebook, and now Vicky's new book, you'll find many similarities to your experience and tips on how to upgrade your skills. I was able to do a retrieval during the day in a light meditative state just following the directions on Bruce's CD's.
Hope your keeping up with your "night job" and looking forward to some more of your experience's.

Jean