Quaero
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Subject: Improvement (or restoration) of Perceptive Abilities
Bets,
I have recently had pretty severe problems with losing Nonphysical perceptions -- dim, fuzzy "vision", including to the point of blackouts, loss of any sense of touch -- even though, previously, my sense of touch was not comparable to Physical world sensations, it was still there.
I was terrified of losing my connection with Lauren, as things seemed to slowly get worse. My fear was probably part of the problem.
I found this (reworded) instruction below in Appendix B of Bruce's "Book 2". Using his example as guidance, I reworded it to suit my situation. I mostly memorized what I wanted to say.
Then, I pretty much did the SOP I used to get to the Altered State of consciousness when I go traveling. After I stepped out of my energy structure into the blackness, rather than trying to go somewhere, I opened up a conversation with my Aspect. I was surprised that it answered. Copied from my Journal, below is the way the conversation went, as best I can remember. I may have missed a word or two, but I think the gist of the conversation is there. I actually did this around 9 PM on 1/21/10. The next morning (1/22/10) at 6 AM I went to see Lauren. It went splendidly! What a difference good perception makes. My aspect actually listened to me and heeded my request! ================================================================================
January 22, 2010
Last night (I think around 9 PM) I talked to an Aspect of myself that I believed might be interfering with my perception. I did the SOP in the office chair to relax myself and drop into a meditative state. Then I began speaking to my own mind. I asked to communicate with that Aspect of myself which was interfering with my perception of the Nonphysical World.
I stated (in thought), I want to perceive clearly in the Nonphysical World. Why are you interfering with my perception in the Nonphysical World? I want to change or eliminate the interfering belief, so that I perceive clearly the subtle energies in the Nonphysical World.
A voice in my head said (as best I recall), There may be dangers and entities in the Nonphysical World that we cannot handle. Already we have perceived things that I cannot interpret for you, I have no memories or experience of such. It is frightening -- and best not to be aware of these unexplainable perceptions. We could be damaged. We could lose our mental stability. We might go insane!
I replied, We are stronger than that. This is a great opportunity for learning and growth for our evolvement into a greater being. Admittedly, it will take courage and strength. We will find that, whatever it takes. We will not let fear stall our spiritual growth at this point. I do not believe that there is really anything to fear we have learned to let Love protect us, as well as good and powerful friends on the other side.
I continued, Up to this point in my life, although I was not consciously aware of the belief, I must have thought I needed that belief to protect me. Thank you for fulfilling your function so well all these years. But, this function has proved, at this point in my development, to be not only unnecessary, but a major hindrance to my further growth. I release you from your duty to perform this old function right now.
I stated firmly, Now, I would like to institute a completely new function for your enforcement. This new function will operate from this point on. The new function is: Whenever I desire to be aware of Nonphysical energies, they are to be brought into my awareness by whatever ability there is to sense them. Also a part of this new function is that if a new perceptual ability is possible to improve my Nonphysical perception further, then you are to assist me in development of that new ability.
The Voice replied, If you are certain that this is best for us and this is the way it must be, then I will comply with your request.
I said, I would like to express my gratitude to you for agreeing to perform this new function. ================================================================================
That was it. I can't believe the result from such a simple procedure -- I really didn't have much confidence in it. If this is not a perfect example of how powerful your thoughts and beliefs are, I don't know what is.
My perception is now back to about where it was when I started. There is certainly room for improvement. In the future, I will gain from this part of the new function:
"if a new perceptual ability is possible to improve my Nonphysical perception further, then you are to assist me in development of that new ability.
I am sure there is also much work for me to do in eliminating conflicting and outdated beliefs -- to further improve my perception of the subtle energies.
I post this in the hope that if anyone else is having similar problems, it may offer ideas to them for improvement.
Quaero
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