usetawuz
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Hello,
I will not try to convince anyone of my version of reincarnation as truth because that is indeed an impossiblity. I go with what feels right to me and I would always suggest others do the same.
My feeling, borne out by my own reincarnational meditation and the assistance of hypnotic and akashic readers, has been that we plan what we intend to do in a specific life guided by certain milestones or indicators we have set up in advance to assist us in experiencing those events...all subject to free will and choices made at the time of those events. Each life is an opportunity to create, develop and achieve a greater understanding of ourselves and the way we fit into our life/society/soul, and to develop the ability to accept our then created circumstances and deal with them with love and acceptance of our hand in causing it. I do not see it as a test beyond that of playing golf...you went to the golf course, you tried to play the best you could, but in the end, it is what it is...you either feel good about it or you don't, you've made good choices or some not so good, but you're surrounded by beautiful countryside so why not enjoy? Besides, we get to plan another life and come back out with another group of friends and try again, but playing another role in the play. How much better could it get?
My soul, through its various lives or egos, (each of which are present with me at some level, sometimes easier to reach than others!) learns, creates and experiences through each incarnation, and each have lent me wisdom at times when I was open to it and/or when I have asked.
As far as ultimate assimilation with the Creator, naturally I would love to enjoy eternal bliss, ultimate love, unending ecstasy, together with knowing the All Knowing, but without experiencing the counter to each of these points, how does one appreciate the absolute? And my guidance has assured me I am on the path and on schedule, so "enjoy the party!"
I have currently a group of about 30 people I am currently among whom I've been involved for many lives and we've played countless roles with and for each other. A few are in my soul group, and the connections are extremely strong, but directed toward others as all we have is common between us. Others who are in my pod are those with whom upon meeting I have immediate affinity and it feels like we are reuniting instead of newly acquainted...these are those we plan with to live out our life plans, one of which is my current wife.
I have been with my current wife in excess of 170 lives and she has been a child, parent and sibling as well as a wife...whether she'll play her role or not in this life is still undetermined, but if she is she must get moving! If she doesn't there is another planned to take up her role in my life...interstingly I have heard and felt alot of things about her in lucid dreams and meditation but I am yet to meet her although we are in the same geographical and relational circle. I won't meet her unless my wife uses free will to take another course.
I apologize for my rambling discourse as opposed to a formal and on point response...but it felt right and I thank you for the opportunity to type. Love and light.
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