The Hole in my Heart

12/1/09 Morning Session:

I experienced the hole in my heart. I think this is a precursor to the “Now” experience that Eckhart Tolle describes in his awakening. I can’t wait for that eventuality.

I think I was on the edge of the “Vortex”… I believe the next step will be a powerful sucking sensation into the “Now”… I am preparing for it.

But, I am posting this because it is a cautionary note. OBD and others want everyone to accelerate and leap over all the basic’s which built foundation for the big experiences that are to come… if I wasn’t ready for the hole in my heart phenomena I probably would have freaked out… went to a conventional doctor and they would have did open heart surgery on me… this is the danger of going to far too fast… you have no idea how to react or what is going on..

My heart chakra began buzzing when I did Robert Bruce’s PAPI online course… I knew what this was because under his personal guidance I was being groomed and given the theory and practice which gave me a good idea of what to expect and not to do anything dumb.

So I am looking forward to experiencing the “Now” soon… and I wishing the same experience for you all as you go forward on your path of unfoldment as we used to say in the world of “chela’s and yogi aspirants” slow and easy gets the prize.


Seraphis1  Sun God of the Temple of Isis

I most certainly do not want anyone to leap over the basics.  I have never stated or implied this. 

I'm curious as to what exactly the "hole in your heart" means, and the "Vortex."  Never came across these terms...

Do you mean you experienced the activation of your heart chakra?  Is this what "hole in your heart" means?

Here's what Frank Kepple had to say about Robert Bruce. It is important to note that Robert Bruce claims that while he was in the waking state his room suddenly filled with white light and Sai Baba materialized to him. I don't see how a child molesting self-proclaimed incarnation of God could materialize in somebody's room. Therefore, I believe Robert Bruce made up the story. I don't want somebody who makes up stories telling me how to work on my heart chakra or any other part of my energetic system.

http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_members_introductions/from_the_dept...

It is important to note that eventually Robert Bruce had to conceed that Sai Baba did molest children, and because he painted himself in a corner by claiming that Sai Baba materialized to him, he ended up defending Sai Baba's actions in several ways.

If a person claims to be enlightened or makes up stories to validate his or her self, they basically make it so some people will believe they are a highly valid source of information, even when they aren't.

When a person is intentionally dishonest, it does say something about his or her character.

It is sad that new age people state that they don't want to be misled by a church, then they allow themselves to be misled by the false gurus and channelers of the World.


Beau wrote on Dec 1^st, 2009 at 2:38pm:

There are many who are mislead by falsehoods. Not just the new agers. It is part of the learning process and it is their path to find. Sometimes the people screaming "Falsehood" the loudest are the ones to fear most....well, not fear but you get my meaning.

And by the way "That sin in man is Hollywood" --REM

I think the hole in the Heart is a physical manifestation of a metaphorical lacking within the soul. It can be repaired by going on a quest for enlightenment. That's what I think.

DocM wrote on Dec 1^st, 2009 at 3:57pm:


I really like what you said here.

I, personally, believe you when you say that you don't write what you write to spread fear and judge people.

I think that on this board we spend a lot of time talking about the pros and cons of different guides and teachers. And, you make some valid points along the way. But, I question the idea that only HS (spirit guides) are capable of assisting others on their spiritual journeys.

Certain activities are crimes and should be investigated and taken care of in appropriate ways. However, I still feel that this does not necessarily invalidate all of the teachings.