It's okay to feel ordinary. It's also okay to be very aware of your surroundings. For me, it is a process, and much of it feels like I am 'doing what I do' to 'get' there. But, the window of 'time' in which 'something' happens can be more real than it seems. It sure sounds like you were way 'out there' or 'in there' -- whatever the case may be. Maybe, just have a few more experiences, compare notes. This was an interesting journey, and I'm not sure how to comment on it. It would be nice to hear more.
catsquotl wrote on Nov 27th, 2009 at 10:45am:Ahem <blush> Thank you all,
I wish i felt the same...
Somehow this all does not have the katharsis like experience i hoped for in meeting other souls..
I sat on the couch..Was very aware of myself and my surroundings.. Had very much the fake it till i make it idea...
And although i do believe/trust this to be a genuine experience..I cant seem to overcome the ordinairyness feel i have.. Almost to easy...
Maybe i'l have to go find someone for some partnered exercises..
I hope i don't sound too ungrateful because i am not...
I guess i have to adjust my expectations about experiences like this..
With love,
Eelco