The Grey Cripple

11/24/09 – Morning session:

I encountered The Grey Cripple, he looked roughly like this (except he is all grey no dressed in black):

https://www.opendrive.com/account.php?file_id=5799983_AHdpC&fid=4295511911&fopen...

he resides in my “Throat Chakra” and has given me problems since he entered my environment in 1960. I remember this incident very clearly. I was laying on my bunk in Berlin (I was a US Army military policeman) Germany. Something came in the window and entered my throat. Since that time I have always got colds and sore throats when sleeping in rooms with the windows open. I can’t ride in convertibles without a scarf or walk about without a scarf in windy or chilly weather. I always must keep my throat well protected from the elements. I never knew until this morning in the year 2009 that an entity was responsible for that problem.

I decided to treat it as a retrieval and use a technique given to me my a TMI trainer. Well, this was suppose to be done in deep session… so I had to memorize the steps and practice them… well, while practicing I think the entity is gone… something changed in the way my throat feels… it is always kind feeling like I should gargle… but, as I was practicing something changed… my throat feels different… not sure how to proceed… better not to do the session… and  just see what developes as I go forward.

Seraphis1

Hi

Congrats, Seraphis!

Seraphis brings up an interesting conundrum--how much is one's conscious self affected when one does a retrieval or healing of an entity consideedr to be an 'other' ?  I've read discussions that go many different ways on this.

Some think that retrievals are mainly done for others in one's Disk family or even are limited to aspects of the conscious Self that we identify with daily. Others seem to be able to retrieve anyone anywhere.   What have you noticed?

No matter where we expand to  or consider our range of effect, we are creating less suffering, and that works for me !

Bets

Seraphis1 said:
"the overall goal of retrieval seems to be doing good for some "stuck soul" irrespective of their relationship to us as individuals. That is my take.. "
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Yes, that is also my take, sounds right. Not always easy to do. But maybe it can be, as you say, like taking another by the hand, letting go when the time is right, and can happen naturally.

betson wrote on Nov 25^th, 2009 at 11:16pm:


Hi Bets, b2: Thanks for your feedback. I think it only fair to explain the situation so you get a clearer idea of what this is all about... when I did PAPI I uncovered part of an area of my past life... I was the son of a German Teutonic Knight... a Baron... we were allied to the Knights Templar... and were members of the early Illuminati... I was established in England thru the Saxe-Coburg family line... our goal was revenge against the descendants of King Philip of France who massacred our brother Templar Knights... I was a money man who provided financial support for the French Revolution... we succeeded but at a terrible price in lives and horror... this entity is a revenge symbol of how crippling a revenge goal is... a reminder to me as a karmic reaction... my throat is affected because of the deadly massacre of the French Nobility through the chopping off of their heads by guillotine. I ask all those who read this to forgive me for being a participant in those crimes... Atonement is asking for forgiveness... I am asking the universe for forgiveness.

Seraphsi1 (aka ex... Baronet)

Greetings,

No pardon needed, b2.    I was just trying to get a dialogue started.

Bets

Hi Beau,

I agree that the process is healing for all concerned.

I used to be concerned about interfering, but the feeling of PUL the retriever gets from the Helpers seems to indicate otherwise.  Why would we not get blockages instead of loving help if we were interfering?
Another positive sign is that sometimes after a retrieval, a Helper will take the retriever to a lovely part of The Park for a brief visit, a gracious thank-you, I've assumed.

Also I have been refused permission to do some retrievals I requested because they were not ready or available. Perhaps they were ones who could not accept that their time at that lower level was done. (Opinions seem to differ on whether they are put there by Others or by their own needs.)

No need to worry!
Bets