I'm sorry you are having such trouble finding peace right now, Juditha. It's always okay for you to come here and put on this board how you are feeling. We love you here even if we can't always make it feel better for you, so I will keep you in my prayers and hope for good energies to find you.

I have a question. Is there something you once did as a child that you really enjoyed and you haven't done since then? Or, for a long time? A real childhood love. Something that you were very happy doing?

If there is something like that, maybe it can help.

Juditha, what saved my life when my daughter died, apart from my incredible Hospice counselor, was a healing by a Shaman, which re-connected me to the Earth, Sky, Sea and Nature anew. I don't know if it would work for anybody else, just mentioning, it certainly made a big difference in life-wish level for me. When she died, I was cut off from Life and cast out into darkness where I floated detached. The Shamanic healing was able to whistle me back in. Vee

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Hi dear Judethia,

I have suffered terribly from manic depression for most of my life, but take heart dear if I could survive and come out at the other side so can anyone. Get all the help you can from the medical people there are amazing medicines to help you recover now

God Bless

Alan