Hi b2, thanks for yours and your critters' replies.
Ok, I'll take it for what it's worth, but please do indulge me on the irrational explanation, and on what sort of critters you share your home with! Yes, you're right, he waited for me to let go. I'm sure it was his way of saying goodbye, and how much I meant to him. He waited until the morning, when I was frantic trying to locate an emergency vet, then he crawled unsteadily into my hand, gave a few final gasps, then passed away. I miss him so much... these two days have been incredibly diffcult for me.
I went out of body once (according to Bets, in my fourth causal body! By the way, Bets, if you're reading this, I did do some reading up on this and found some Buddhist literature on it, it was fascinating but incredibly complex!), so I know for sure this is not the end for me - but I dearly hope my beloved animals will be with me.
I recall Robert Bruce saying he saw animals projecting out of body, and it was the most beautiful sight.
Beau, thank you for your reassurance. Was L.D. your pet? Do you mean that he is following you around in spirit?
Thanks so much again, your replies and kindness means alot to me.
Elanor x