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Neil Gordon "I mention this because I had contact with a negative entity, unfortunately I was under psychosis so it had some bad effects on me, however, looking back on the experience it was the most fascinating in my life!"
Well, different spirits have different experiences. In my younger years I had a short but vivid drug psychosis, and it was my most horrible experience in this incarnational life. I was very light polarity oriented, so that made some of the effects wacky but harmless, like taking a stroll down the local tunnel, as it was my tunnel of love. Yeh. The rough part was being attacked while being in this state. Later I wondered a lot about if dubbing the experiences for attacks was a way of dealing with my shadowside. I had good memories of the event, and later learnt to recognize the calling cards of being attacked. Took years before I came to terms with the color red. Seeing red is more than a mere saying. Though the saying implies being angry, seeing the attack is different. And suddenly becoming aware of the attacker's thoughts, and the astonishment that I could sense the thoughts. In the same period I also got aware that green could be used for a mental attack, rather than the physical red. Different intents - green can also be used for healing. Bottom line, the vibration of the attacker was really, really nasty. I did not respond, but the exposure was very powerful and made quite an impact that took a long time to recover from. I left my guard down by being a naieve stoner, so I had to pick up the pieces, and take my part of the responsibility.
When it comes to darker entities, trying to convert them is imo viewed as an attack from their perspective. And if words that rhymes with duck make you uncomfortable, fighting the dark is not only arrogant, but also having a false sense of superiority. Thinking that dark entities are weak is like the physical counterpart of crossing the street not minding the cars. Lessons coming in from both directions. Caution, when dealing with darker than the average joe, is my advice, which is very different than the fear vibration.
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