Am I being visited?

Over the last few years strange things have been going on in my life which I can not find a rational explanation for. I hoping that some of you may help me to understand what is going on…


The Candles

About 10 years ago, my wife and I bought our first home, and through very hard work we had managed to make it into our dream home. One evening I had fallen asleep downstairs whilst watching the TV, and when I woke the next morning I had the fright of my life. All the candles from the living room had been removed from the candlestick holders & candelabras and placed around the sofa on the floor where I was laying at the time. My children and wife where asleep upstairs at the time, and had guaranteed me that they had played no part in this.  Consequently this left me very unsettled for some time.

One strange evening

I had fallen asleep one evening and shortly after I felt a kind of twitching on my face, similar to a very weak electrical charge. I opened my eyes, and I saw a women standing over me. She did not looked pleased with me, and I am certain that I know this person, but I can not for the life of me think of her name, but I know I knew who she was at the time. She slapped me in the face, although this did not hurt, I could feel some kind of electricity in my face. At this point I screamed, and turned over to face my wife, who was then asking what was wrong.

Could this have been a dream? I am not sure, my eyes where open.

Voices

One night both the Wife and I was sat up in bed talking, we where alone that evening as the children where staying at friends. Both of us witnessed somebody calling out my name “Paul…..Paul….Paul” There was nobody else in the house. This was the first time that the wife had witnessed something that she could not rationally explain.

Wake up!

One evening I was quite tired and went to bed alone. Shortly after whilst asleep I felt somebody shaking me in they way that you would trying to wake somebody up. This happened several times, but on the last time I sat up to see who was waking me, and there was nobody around. I questioned my wife, and she insists that she never came upstairs.

A short conversation

About 2 months ago, I felt a hand on my arm which woke me up. As I gazed across the bed to establish where my wife was, she was laid completely separate from me and her hands where pretty much close to her chest. I could still feel this hand rubbing my arm. I asked out “Who is there” and I got a response back “It’s me”

For some reason I panicked and shouted “Eff off, leave me alone” I was so scared and was not thinking rationally. I think that I have made a big mistake here.

That same day as I was driving back from work and I said out openly “To the person who visited me in the night, I would like to apologise for my outburst, but I got so scared to continue our conversation, and I hope that this has not put you off trying to make contact with me again”

Am I going nuts here, or are these things really happening to me. I keep trying to look at the logical side and all that I come up with is that they all relate to either just falling asleep / during sleep / after sleep. Is this because our mind is at a different level of consciousness..

I want more of this, but hopefully under my own terms so that I can control things rather than them jumping out at me.

Any advice on this would be most welcome.

Thank you and regards
Paul

Yes, the last thing you wrote I guess might lead to at least some clarification: It's the offer, or in other words, the openness for conversation. This is not a sign of getting nuts, but of not-denying your own experiences.

How to do? Everyone is special. But basically, the day-dream method seems to work for everyone as an entrance to find the own way of communicating beyond the physical. So, close your eyes, think of this lady, and think of being near her, and sooner or later you'll find you can communicate. This approach might be appear less spectacular than what you've experienced so far, but interestingly, it seems to be the means with the most power.

Who could it be? I'd let it open till you know more, maybe someone who just happened to hang around near you, maybe someone connected to you from some forgotten lives. When you look into literature, this feeling of knowing someone, but the heck! don't know who it is, is typical for nonphysical contacts while maintaining physical-wake-awareness. It happened to me, too, it's quite funny, you're greeted by some people, knowing you know them for centuries, but still don't know who they are. With further contacts the veil would be lifted more and more.

Spooky

Hi Paul

I believe it was a real entity or even more than one entity. You are most likely psychic or clairvoyant.

I dad a similar even terrifying experience some years ago, when I was woken up by a voice in my bedroom saying nooooooooo booooodddddyyyy

"no body wants me", then the guitar started playing while still enclosed in its holder

Alan

wants me

betson wrote on Jul 31^st, 2009 at 10:54am:


H Bets.

Thank you so much for your response. I am not convinced that this came with the house - as I have moved from there, and live in the country now. I had that small conversations whilst in my new place, so I am guessing whoever this is trying to make contact, is clearly for me...

Alan McDougall wrote on Aug 1^st, 2009 at 1:08pm:


Hi Alan,

Thank you for your response. I agree with you, I believe that I have been visited by at least 2 different spirits. The reason why I know this, is that one spirit felt very negative, especially slapping me in the face...maybe she just needed my attention, but it did not feel right. All the other incidents, despite scaring the sh*t out of me, did come accross in a possitve way..

spooky2 wrote on Jul 31^st, 2009 at 9:33pm:


Hi Spooky,

thank you for your kind words. I shall try some day dreaming techiniques, sounds good....

I shall feedback if I get anywhere with it..

Best wishes