juditha
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Hi all I am having such a bad tiome,i am so unhappy,nothing seens worth it anymore,i cant seem to fit in the world anymore no matter how i try,i'm preety but that does not matter anymore,nothing matters anymore,nothing,i have had a lot t0o drink tonight as i want to forget about the fact that i was even born ,i dont knowwhy i'm here,i have had so much hurt from that person i married,why have io had to suffer all my life,is it the fact that i was s9ome kind of bad person in a previous life cause if i was then i've paid my debt in full and i'm tired so tired of paying my debt,li just want to go to sleep and forget everything as i cant take it anymore,i've had enough,had enough ,theres nothing anymore,i'm so tired,so tired,canttake anymore,cant take it God ,you hear me ,cant,cant,cant,cant,cant,no,more,no,miore,no more please God help me ,help me,i dont belong here anymore,i cant take it inside,it hurts to much,please God take this suffering away,i cant take it anymore,you hear me God.
From juduitha who loves you God,i wish i was with you.....]
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