ChantillyChopper
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Thank you for replying. My fiance and I speak often. We were in a motorcycle accident and he was killed instantly. I was determined not to let death keep us apart. So with my own knowledge that I had, I started reading about communication. He was at first earth bound with me for about two months. And from the first night I got home from the hospital, I woke up with something very special. When I got home from the hospital I found this black cord laying on my front porch, I picked it up and put it on a table as I walked thru the door. The next morning, the cord was laying on the floor in a heart shape. I knew he was with me. I took a picture of it, and I also framed it. But, he did cross into the light, and he is very happy. He tells me things to prove to his family that he indeeds is alive and well by telling me things that happened to them on a particular day or that day. I have called his sister, and said what he saw happening to her or to her dad that day at work. With such detail, it really freaked them, but they knew I could not know those things without Scott telling me. And of course it still continues.
As far as communication it is totally mental now. And I felt like he was talking to me, but, how do you know its not yourself responding...which is of course a good question..right? So one day I was on my way to a funeral, a long time friend of my sons. And as I was driving I was talking to Scott as I always do, and then suddenly he says, honey slow down the traffic is going to come to a complete stop up ahead, and I went ok And as i came up over the hill, the traffic had not stopped. So I said, ok, I am not talking to you. And his reply..."Would you give it a sec" and as i rounded a corner, 3 lanes of traffic was to a dead stop. So I was like ok....so I tested it again... I said, "whats the problem" and he replied, "just a little fender bender up on the left" so after about 10 minutes of traffic crawling I finally came upon the problem. It was as he said. So now, I am going ok, Scott, what color shirt will my son be wearing.. and he said, Navy Blue. And when I got there....Navy blue was the shirt. So on the way home, me, still being the tester, I said, Scott can you play a song for me on the radio. And he sure babe, what do you want to hear. I said the song, and I said, I want to hear before I get home, and that is in 10 minutes, so just because I hear it before the day is over, will not be good enough, 10 minutes....I want to hear it. Laughing to myself, but believing all the same time I picked up my cell to call my g/f to tell her the events that was happening with Scott. I turned the radio down, called her, the phone call would not go thru, just kept giving me an error message over and over. This never happened before...so after several attempts. I put my phone down, and turned on the radio. At that moment, the song I had asked him to play, began. I started crying. And he said to me, "Its not suppose to make you sad" And I said, " I am not sad, I am happy, because this IS REALLY YOU!" and he said, "Babe, I have told you over and over it was me." And I said "I know honey, but now I know it really is you" And since that day, communicating is as simply as calling to him. And the conversations are in my head. And he is funny as ever, jokes with me. etc. And it is WONDERFUL. He made sure that phone call was not going to go thru, so that I would again turn the radio back up otherwise i would have missed the song!
But again this spirit that has figured I can communicate, will not leave me alone, Tries to pretend to be Scott, and when I say, you are not Scott and ask directly, he admits it is not him, But now is doing everything in its power to keep me from communicating with Scott. He tells me I can't get rid of him. ANd he doesn't believe in God, or that their is a better life, or he could just be lying about that too. I don't know. I just want him out and gone away from me.
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