I had such a lovely experience this morning while sungazing I decided to post it while it is fresh. I live in the country in northern Georgia, near the southern end of the Appalachian Trail, on Cherokee land. The Equinox is easy to know here, because the sun rises over Mount Yonah, which was a sacred mountain to the Cherokee. It was easy to see there are no sunspots just now (yes, you can see then at a clear sunrise with the naked eye-- see
www.spaceweather.com).
As the sun rose over the mountain I began to expand and open my field (of energy, of awareness...). I became aware of the squirrels busy in the trees and the chorus of chirping birds, the mooing of the cows down the hill, the rustle of a rabbit in the leaves, the cry of a hawk overhead (and the rabbit scurries away)... I could feel the rhythm pulsing from the planet as it awakens with the Equinox here in the northern hemishere. As I gazed at the fully risen sun it was
as if the sun became a peephole in to another dimension, like a tunnel of light, a "rainbow bridge", the antekarana.... I have a great deal of out of body experience, having trained and practiced it much these last years, very much facilitated by my ORMUS experience. Usually I can travel out of my physical body to these other dimensions, but I do so while in a darkened booth with headphones playing binaural beat stuff and a blindfold. This morning I traveled on this thread of light with my eyes open, as awake and in the physical body as I ever am. The peephole became larger and larger, and became the primary
field of my vision, very bright, too bright at first...
It was a lovely Park, filled with flowers and benches and trees, what I have come to know as The Park, in Monroe-speak Focus 27, a place that many near-death experiencers describe at the end of the tunnel of light. I was so awaare of the birdsong, and could not be certain as I considered it if it was here or there, or both, or neither, or even if it made any difference at all. I was sitting on a stone bench both places (oddly because it is such a grounding place for me) and for a bit I wavered her-there-here-there, until I was not sure where I was,
though I was still awake. My lovely departed friend and partner Janice, who died two years ago this very morning, came forth out of the pathways and approached and sat next to me on the bench. Of course, with the anniversary, she had been on my mind a great deal, and I had spent some time blessing and releasing her memory and my loss. She touched my hand and I could feel everything she said
with no words, like a holographic transfer, a rote, a thought ball containing everything: emotion, thought, love, past-present-future--- it was almost overwhelming it was so bittersweet and lovely. And the birds kept singing...
And there is more. I am not sure how long I spent there with her this morning at sunrise. The sun on which I was gazing was getting a bit bright for me, and I was aware I was here, still covered up (as we say in the South) with birdsong and sqirrels bustling and cows mooing. I could smell Jan's perfume around me, and as I glanced around here, the first hummingbird of the season arrived to drink from the waiting feeder. All in all it was a lovely experience that I know will stay with me all day, all Spring.
You are much more than your physical body. There is much more than what your five senses tell you there is. Life is but a dream....
I do not want to keep coming back here over and over and over unless we can create the Heaven on Earth that I know many of us
sense may be coming with 2012. Or maybe Hell. What will we choose this time?
Great Love and Light,
Thomas
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