Greetings Vagabond onEarth,
there are a few variations to consider also--
you could be a mature soul who's not been to earth before or one who has a 'Disc-family (i.e. heavenly family group) that is very close and loving which you hate to leave.
Or true, you could be a young soul.
Since I just went through some funerals, I'd say that a cheerful soul would have been welcome there. However -- here

on Earth, if you do things that make others uncomfortable, one strategy is to stop doing it

-- at least not out loud, but keep it to yourself more. Or share it later with people who are more objective, just like you're doing now.

Bets