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Alan McDougall

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The trillion billion other selves of Alan
Nov 8^th, 2008 at 7:04am

Greeting forums

Just a liitle essay I wrote today, some of it I think may contain some truth

One day I found myself walking down a long road and as I made each step or movement I could feel a billion trillion other selves moving off infinitesimally steps from the path I thought I was taking. I was taking.

Who amongst this infinity of Alan’s was the orginal? Was it I that walked the path faintly aware of ghostly other Alan’s reaching outward, inward and in every at every speed, through all eternal time frames in an infinity of directions into a different eternities, multiple other dimensions realms planes and universes so strange to the self that I saw myself as a being of light at times a being of dark at other times, then translucent, then opaque, then colorful and then monochrome.

We Alan’s after a trillion billion epochs of time came together. I saw different aspects of myself stretching out with me in the middle and all my other companion selves gathering around my central point like a immense uncountable crowd of similar Alan’s , stretching out into the far distant infinite night and day, light and dark, monochrome and blazing colors.
Those closest to me seemed to be an exact identical copy of my present condition. But as I looked further out from my central point I observed increasing differences in the other selves from the infinite parallel or multi- universes from where they came.

Some were older much older than present me, others much younger, others more beautiful and others less. Some were vibrant and happy others weak and frail. Some handsome and some really ugly.

Standing on the shoulders of Alan’s next to me I looked out at those other selves and saw that they had become alien and had little of my appearance and were made for strange world unlike earth. But the awareness of each in their essence was a near reflection or close mental image to my earthly self

I was then prompted to look downward and then upward. Upward were the infinite dimensions of the sprit, light and joy downward were the realms of dark and despair... There seemed to be a bottomless black abyss going downward and a huge unimaginable dome of heavily light going upward each with planes and steps of progression or regression

Then time began to have no meaning, fast forwarding to the last moment before the next creation or back to the beginning or stopping at any moment at will

A huge unimaginable beautiful mandala made up the composite Alan and I saw it merge into the light of the ultimate mandala.

All around my combined mandala were others more beautiful and less beautiful like blazing galaxies in the great void of the cosmic night

All mandalas started to revolve at greater and greater speeds and all existence began to vibrate at a frequency higher than ever before and all the mandala started to merge one by one like huge island universes until only one mandala of infinite immensity remained.

This creation had become one with the Divine

What do you guys think about my little essay?

Alan

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Alan McDougall

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Re: The trillion billion other selves of Alan
Reply #1 - Nov 8^th, 2008 at 3:49pm

That's interesting, Alan. I must be influenced by this talk of twinning, and multiplying, and dividing, and seeing from the point of view of others. Last night I was talking to a friend by phone before sleeping and I was aware of slipping into another place while speaking to him. I was talking, perfectly aware, and yet I could see through a white mist another time and place.

It was a place where horse-drawn carriages still drove down the street, and 3-4 story buildings lined the street. It was white, like mist, and I could float into that world if I wanted to do it.

Instead, I described it to my friend.

We can slip into these other worlds if we want to do it, and sometimes purely by accident.

love, blink

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Re: The trillion billion other selves of Alan
Reply #2 - Nov 9^th, 2008 at 3:40am

Alan McDougall wrote on Nov 8^th, 2008 at 7:04am:

Greeting forums

Just a liitle essay I wrote today, some of it I think may contain some truth

One day I found myself walking down a long road and as I made each step or movement I could feel a billion trillion other selves moving off infinitesimally steps from the path I thought I was taking. I was taking.

Who amongst this infinity of Alan’s was the orginal? Was it I that walked the path faintly aware of ghostly other Alan’s reaching outward, inward and in every at every speed, through all eternal time frames in an infinity of directions into a different eternities, multiple other dimensions realms planes and universes so strange to the self that I saw myself as a being of light at times a being of dark at other times, then translucent, then opaque, then colorful and then monochrome.

We Alan’s after a trillion billion epochs of time came together. I saw different aspects of myself stretching out with me in the middle and all my other companion selves gathering around my central point like a immense uncountable crowd of similar Alan’s , stretching out into the far distant infinite night and day, light and dark, monochrome and blazing colors.
Those closest to me seemed to be an exact identical copy of my present condition. But as I looked further out from my central point I observed increasing differences in the other selves from the infinite parallel or multi- universes from where they came.

Some were older much older than present me, others much younger, others more beautiful and others less. Some were vibrant and happy others weak and frail. Some handsome and some really ugly.

Standing on the shoulders of Alan’s next to me I looked out at those other selves and saw that they had become alien and had little of my appearance and were made for strange world unlike earth. But the awareness of each in their essence was a near reflection or close mental image to my earthly self

I was then prompted to look downward and then upward. Upward were the infinite dimensions of the sprit, light and joy downward were the realms of dark and despair... There seemed to be a bottomless black abyss going downward and a huge unimaginable dome of heavily light going upward each with planes and steps of progression or regression

Then time began to have no meaning, fast forwarding to the last moment before the next creation or back to the beginning or stopping at any moment at will

A huge unimaginable beautiful mandala made up the composite Alan and I saw it merge into the light of the ultimate mandala.

All around my combined mandala were others more beautiful and less beautiful like blazing galaxies in the great void of the cosmic night

All mandalas started to revolve at greater and greater speeds and all existence began to vibrate at a frequency higher than ever before and all the mandala started to merge one by one like huge island universes until only one mandala of infinite immensity remained.

This creation had become one with the Divine

What do you guys think about my little essay?

Alan

Alan dear spiritual fellow traveller...I know your story .I saw myself life after life through aeon's of lives and looking down through the Divine Enormous Light of the Infinite to its Source I saw my beginning as a spark of Itself.The depths of my experience was vast,and yet here I am Am. And here we are, sharing our knowledge and history.The Earthly mind finds this Magnificence hard to comprehend I think you will understand.
Thanks for your sharing.
Love Devayan

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