PhantasyMan: I'm a bit late to answer your questions, but nothing can stop you to extend your meditation about me for some more days  . I'm fourty years now, about my bodily health I only can tell that the standard examination some months back showed that I'm perfectly healthy, only underweighted, I have some flaws which feel like physical, but so far a physical reason couldn't be found; my usual sleep pattern indeed is that I go to bed way past midnight, but as I wrote, since a few days I go to bed around 11pm.

Blink (and all):
Yesterday (Thursday) was a bit different. I still felt quite well, and have good sleep. I felt a strong desire to read some Zen texts, I've always felt a strong affinity to this, and read some. When I went to bed yesterday night I practised a bit what I've read, combining it with what I have experienced on my mind journeys. There actually were brief moments of experiencing and realizing oneness, one time accompanied by an energy wave. The sitting person you saw, well, what could it have been other than someone practising Zazen  ? My starting place for meditations regarding oneness is similar to outer space, as it is a place distanced from the physical earth, but furthermore, outside of time and space. When I was at TMI, there was an exercise of becoming bigger and bigger (or, seeing more and more of the whole) and after I saw stars, galaxies, clusters of galaxies the final image I saw was a regular cross (the shape it would have when consisting of 5 squares). Or maybe the X is showing my attempt to get past the ego? Or something we don't know.
   So, sending out healing energy isn't a one-way street it seems, and I'm happy you've had an interesting time  !

   That spot in the middle of my body is a hard nut, it's still there. I noticed it get's better when I consciously accept it, whatever is happening there.


Spooky

ah, I'm joining late and sending healing energy to Spooky.

Love, Carolyn

Hi Spooky,

I was focusing on you as well.  What I do is imagine the person I'm wanting to send healing or thoughts to, picture me looking into their face and place myself into the scene feeling myself there until the feeling grows in strength, feeling more and more real.  Then I know I'm very focused.  Then I speak my thoughts, send love, etc. 

I've imagined many conversations with you Spooky this way...don't know if you ever receive them or not, but I do believe the intention goes right to one's spirit.

Love,

Vicky

Hello Spooky;
Sorry I’m late in replying!
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When i went into meditation with your picture in mind I envision you being filled and surrounded with bright white healing light.
Within minute of doing so Guidance focused my attention to that spot you’ve mention before. It felt/was at the same place as I saw it a few months back; same place same spot.
Don’t know if it was because you’ve mention/felt like a cage there; but it’s exactly what came to mind. The spot was surrounded by a iron cage and while I focus on it my heart chakras started sending balls after balls of while healing energies toward it.
The balls started blasting the 8 corners of the cage and then the last ball of energies hit smack in the middle of it. Trying hopefully to blow everything  out of there.
I felt like bombarding a hard rock with energies cracking it bits by bits, saw some of those bits being dissolved not all. So it is a hard nut to crack like you said; but did my best for the good of all.
Came back to C1 exhausted..

With love Spooky PUL
Romain

Hi Spooky;

Any new news since Aug 12th, 2008 healing?

Any changes?
PUL
R.

Dear Spooky,

Very good to hear!


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