PM said: The great thing is that I feel that I can help people around me.
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I agree totally..believe it or not, u r 30 right? I'm 61. you've helped me with your presence here as u give me something to yammer on! haha!
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You said:
I still have some hard time controlling the noise of my mind, but I still work on it and it won't stop me
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yes, well, join the club. that's ok and I'll tell u why it's ok in a minute, but first I have to change my channel of the mind. smile.
Obes are what promoted my spiritual outlook and growth also PM.
starting at a very young age; I'd only get an obe if I happened to ask the right question of what I perceived as this "other me".
they were awakening points only but composed the only real meaning I would find in my life, where curiosity ruled above all else.
the need to probe physical existence, I suppose you could say.
Serving others, there comes a time when you see you only serve yourself, by serving others, as there's nobody out there but yourself in another form/body.
Your extreme suffering seems to be over now, and just a matter of some self disapline along the process/journey.
the mind chatter seems to be a human necessity at first, I'm just beginning to discern what is chatter, and what is genuine new information I could use.
every thought these days comes not in singles..it starts out that way and soon a whole rote of material descends like a bunch of rowdy kids having a party, fun, but tedious to organize kids into constructive channels.
when I'm a little older, I have a feeling people are going to enjoy my books, simply because they keep going and going and going...
it just makes it hard to read someone else's books when at the same time you're writing your own book.
so it's not exactly chatter, but annoying. so I came up with a plan!
I jot down the rote on paper, and promise the "kids" I will expand on their project as soon as I'm done with my reading.
this buys me some time, as the creative flow is ALWAYS there!
it's lovely and annoying at the same time!
well, I am pleased so much with your progress here, as I perceive an opening in you that just gives me a good overall burst of happiness.
love, alysia