Dear Freinds,

I would like to share a real time experience sort of retrieval. I say that because I was the Observor and Witness, and found myself almost exactly and simultaneously out of and in my body. It was as if the veil lifted entirely, and I wanted to share it here.

I work in a major trauma center emergency room near Atlanta as a PA (Physician Assistant), and from time to time witness passings. The setting is almost always chaotic, and it almost seems like the workers are in a sense out of their bodies as well in dealing with it. I cannot, of course, share specifics.

A woman who was to turn 97 the next day came in from her nursing home by ambulance with low blood pressure and slow heart rate. I went in to see her, and a few minutes later the doctor arrived. She had a beautific look, almost a tiny smile on her face and her eyes were half closed. I could see her aura or her energetic body was gathered at her throat chakra. When he asked me what I thought, I said simply, "She's dying." The nurse added, "She's DNR," and waved a document at the doctor. He agreed with me, and in that unbelieveable Friday night chaos, we pulled the sliding door closed and we stood there for a few quiet and dignified minutes as she stopped breathing and and her heart stopped. The doctor, the nurse, the Head Nurse, and I stood silently and without speaking as she passed. As it happened on the monitor, the flat line and the beep of the alarm, it was as if a haze came out of her mouth in a long mist, then formed a ball of light (orb?) and then flashed away. The group finally moved, leaving the room as the doctor said, "That was a nice passing for here, now, wasn't it?", the Head Nurse mumbling "Uh-hum."

I could feel the pull of her energy, and a part of me followed it like a shooting star into the Void. Though I suspect it was inward, it felt like I was traveling out and farther out, and I could hear in my head the familiar "music" as I passed what Monroe called Focus 23, and the BST (Belief System Territories) following the flash of light ahead. It actually was like shooting through a tunnel of light. And then we were in The Park, and the Healing Center, and formed around us a room almost identical to the ER room in ohysical consciousness. And on the stretcher was the woman, looking like she was in her thirties, I would guess. She had that same beautific Mona Lisa smile on her face, and he blue eyes were fully open, and staring directly at me when I finally took them in. "Thank you, Taliesen," she communicated. And she laid down and several helpers/lgiht beings/orbs closed around her and she dissolved again into an irridescent light. This is the name by which my Highest Self is called over there.......

"Could you help me turn her so I can clean her up?" The nurse was speaking to me and I was suddenly back in the ER room with the body and the nurse. She had already pulled and patched the IV's, and removed the EKG pads. Her daughter was out in the waiting room talking to the doctor, and we changed her sheet and gown, and washed her face, covering her up to her chest with a freash white sheet. We closed her eyes, and opened the door so her daughter could have her own completion with her mother. I stood aside as a woman who looked like an younger version of her mother, herself almost 80, passed me. I left. pulling the curtain and the door closed. I cannot tell you how long she was there, as I was back in the chaos. A few hours later I had a different patient in that same room, this one with a broken leg.

Most ER passings are filled with shocks and compressions, but this time she arrived with a "Do Not Recusitate" Health Care document, and I think much to their frustration, even the Head Nurse and doctor respected her wishes, and she passed in peace. Just to make certain I checked on her, passing through the real timethought structure of that same ER room, to the "room" where her light body is still getting healing.

This reminds me: PLEASE WRITE YOUR WISHES DOWN! At least let your next of kin know what you want, and allow yourself the dignity and grace of a passing like hers.

She needed no help at all. It was I that followed an arrow shooting straight and true for the center of the mark, if you will. Not a waver.

I am more and more certain of my experiences as they happen more frequently and sometimes in real time. I think we may all truly exist as our Greater Selves energetically and that life is but a dream (as we used to sing as children). The Veil is getting very thin, I think.

And lucky me, I get to take Bruce's workshop in a few weeks in Athens, Georgia! Very excited!

Great Love and Light,

Thomas

Thanks Thomas, another fascinating slice of your life.  thanks for sharing!  must get around to reading all your old posts!

gordon



tgecks wrote on Jun 14^th, 2008 at 12:13pm:

Me, too. It is almost like bilocation, if you will. I am simultaneously in both places, in both perspectives, the Observor and the Observed (Creator and Creation?)......

I think that is what I mean by "The Veil is getting very thin."

I am especially looking forward to going back to The Monroe Institute in July for Starlines to explore this very experience. Learning to manage and support for such out of body states have been invaluable (if somewhat expensive), and I guess I am not needing those training wheels so much any more....

And of course, I get to go to Bruce's workshop in GA July 11-12-13. Y'all come!

Thomas

A Course in Miracles says to "Look for the gift that you have come to give..." and that is why I am going: to meet Bruce, and to contribute my own experiences to the workshop. I guess you can tell I can do retrievals already....

Thomas