Don't hate you, T.
I bet many of us here are already growing fond of you, the way you present your ideas and experiences. If you hate you, you are denying our good feelings to you and challenging our taste in fellow explorers!
So you have a gift of seeing into other realms. That shouldn't make you hate yourself either, actually. Perhaps you're just impatient with yourself for not interpreting the dream yet.
Try this interpretation and see how it feels--perhaps you have been given a view of your next life. You saw the end of your next incarnation already. It will prepare you for some afterlife work you can do after being battle-hardened.
Perhaps it is your feminine side (everyone has one, psychologically and spiritually speaking) that needs this toughening up, so after you/she faces death consciously, you'll be ready for this special assignment.
Does that make any 'sense' to you?
Bets