Thanks Sweetie - for me its a really big step. Considering everything I have heard coming from all of us I can pretty much say, the reason why this is happening is: because its suppose to.

Taking into consideration that the
"reality" can be formed to materialise.
"electro" or "frequencies" whatever can be somewhat used as a vehicle for communication.
"a pc has alot of static and elecric" goin on inside - any can be used - my friend Manuela prooved that to me last year remember.

So all in all I am beginning to understand that "ones own attitude" has a lot to do with it as well. Understanding that "not really wanting to", "not really expecting to" - must have opened up the lets call it, for the lack of a better word, "horizon". I mean I am happy for that which I have on tape now, but I really didnt set out to get exactly "that" - I set out to get "nothing"...ROFL and thats whats throwing me for a loop!

Immediately Neal Donald Walsches words hit my mind: "You can`t havewhat you want"!

This is so "unreal" man, so unreal. I am still in awe - its beautiful.

Hugs,
Nanner