Thank you all so much for your replies

I actually hadn't thought about the "As Above ~ So Below" voice in awhile, it just happened to pop out in my email with LaffingRain.
I read through all your posts and they've help me a lot. I've pretty much thought to myself all you have said, but for some reason back then, I just wasn't grasping it and I wasn't linking certain things together.
I just read through the Emerald Tablet XI again, I can now understand it. When i tried reading that a few years ago, it was like i couldn't take it in. As much as i wanted to understand what what i heard meant, i couldn't focus my attention on the reading and comprehending it.
I heard that voice probably about 3 or 4 years ago now. At that time, I had moved back in with my dad because i wanted to help him out a bit and it helped me out too. I did spend a lot of time reading different things... it was also during that time that I watched the movie "What the bleep do we know" ~ so yes, now i understand the relationship to that with Quantum Physics. It's funny, because when i just once again browsed As Above So Below I came across an Encyclopedia with that referenced from the Emerald Tablet. It also showed a picture of the Tarot Card Magician, saying how he represents As Above So Below. It's funny because I had gone to a psychic once and I had pulled that card and she had told me that was my bf. I never linked that. I also was just reading in the Emerald Tablet
"They that in time all will be perfected, having none above and none below, but all One in a perfected Infinity, a harmony of all in the Oneness of All."
That part stands out to me the most. One because the infinity sign is something that I've been doodling since i was a little kid and have always been fascinated with. I would draw the side ways eight, but I would also draw this spirally symbol and never new it meant infinity.
What's also strange is around the same time I heard that voice, I had also been having some disaster dreams, but for the most part I was pretty much standing by an ocean looking out and knowing something was coming and it was kind of like i knew i had to worn people. I remember talking about these dreams one day at work and this very religious woman i worked with told me "God is speaking to me and has a plan for me" her saying that did take me by surprise. I also just knew a lot of things during that time. I would have dreams and I would actually tell them to the people who were in them and they would confirm that it either happened or they were in the process of fixing what I had warned them about. A lot of them called me a little witch and it freaked them out. I also seen that my father had cancer somewhere around his neck area. He had been to the Dr.'s and they couldn't find anything, but he was unable to eat and had been losing weight and he was relaying that to his depression, but I kept telling him to find another Dr. Well he did and they found he had Lymphoma. I told him he would be fine, I knew it was more of a way to jump start him back to life. He had suffered for awhile with anxiety and depression very bad and he was making himself sick for no reason really. Well my dad is fine the cancer is gone and has been gone for 2 years now.
Sorry i'm typing so much, but all of a sudden so much came back to me. I was also living very close to a cemetery at that time, my bf also happened to be buried there, do you think that could have something to do with me be so open then?