LaffingRain
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hi there B. you must be avenger type! u could think of it differently. you could just be seeing this as aspects of yourself that you do not kill, but that you transmute. if we are energy beings and not rocks that barely can change, then we change our thoughts, it changes our energy and includes all those personalities you are talking about.
u seem to go for the shock value in your communications. I do not believe your face value, that u infer you enjoy watching yourself, or your other selves suffer at your own hand.
I knew a fellow who would tell his board that his shadow, a primitive thing, would follow him each night in the astral planes where he went obe. He would engage battle with the shadow and it would flee only to return, as it belonged to him. so what to do? well he could tear it limb from limb each night but it was getting redundant, a pattern. it always followed him because he himself had created it.
I suppose if he wanted to end the pattern of constant battle he could just stop trying to push it away..he hated it. it was like his kid though because it belonged to him, so sooner or later he would have to own his creative abilities and bring the shadow into him and therefore raise it's consciousness to his level, or we could say it's like a transmutation of self. I think the hardest thing to come to terms with in looking at other selves is our own ability to be so brutal, with ourselves and others, century after century, we invent reasons to justify brutality, and this applys to the individual.
life seems a school area after all and we often just want to go home where it was easier to enjoy just being a bloke. whatever. but here, there are many opportunities to increase well being, that are not on the other side at all. I know nothing I say will make a difference much. I just wanted to say hello to you again. u r like the shadow we can't get rid of! haha! try not to cuss too much though.
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