Nanner
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Something very beautiful happened to me today, I would like to share the experience, as it too made in impact in my learning stage.( this ajoins to the previous thread Christmas and that secret)
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In this home things are handled according to priorty okay, to help you understand, theres 1 dad with two kids, from 2 different women and everyone lives in sperate places ok. Theres a total of 7 grandparents belonging to these two kids, 6 (parents, so to speak) and also step brothers and sisters to these kids.
Keep in mind pls. theres a tremendious amount of energy and care which has to be taken inorder to keep peace, arrange times, dates, visits and all that good stuff which "normal families" do not experience and in this case "due to christmas"...okay.. My partner, I and one of the kids opened the presents yesterday evening, because of the "pressure of the different agenda`s of all the persons (noted above) involved".. Everyone had presents under the tree but me. (But I honestly didnt mind, for I really enjoyed the faces of all the others and since that statement was "genuine I am able to tell what happened next was to show me something")
Well my thread here in reality is concerning "What comes around - goes around" I have been proven over and over again that this statement is true, but it took me to see "WHAT HAPPENED TODAY" inorder for my brain to go "click".. For my consciousness level to get a knotch higher than what it had been....
I purchased an angel this year for my partners mom, shes an elderly lady and OMG does she love baby`s. No folks she doesnt just goochy goo them, or think they are the cutest on earth, she adores babys. She is what I call a born mother. Always finding the right thing to say & do, knows just about everything to do in case of and seems to always codle children in a angel like manner. Well the angel I had purchased her, was one inwhich
"a tiny baby lays sleeping on its stomache, just as sound in peace, its bedding is within the wings of an angel, the feathers are the bedding, its little butt perched, just like you`ve probably already seen your little ones do when it was about 4 months old - a very peaceful and loving feeling comes to mind when looking at it"..
Well, when I picked that gift out for her - I felt the need to express to her, that I find she represents the wings inwhich all the children lay comfortable in.
I thought that angel was so beautiful, it REALLY REALLY done me in folks. I didnt buy myself one, for I 1) didnt have the money left over and 2) didnt feel I really deserved it.
Well, the clue to the whole thing is this: I didnt tell anyone about the gift I had purchased her, nor the feeling which I had when purchasing it.That I had desperately wanted that angel for myself too.
My gift to her was given yesterday without anyone else being around to see it other than she. No one "knew" what I had given her.
And today : I recieved the same exact angel, only about 15 times larger in size infront of everyone from my partner, whom pls. remember "not once had seen the his moms gift which I had given to her the evening before"..
So I guess why I am sharing this is to make you more aware that "wonders happen around us all the time", "hints of meanings" and the reason why I had gotten the angel 15 times larger than the one I had given was to signalise to me - that my "hearts attitude while giving the gift unselfishly" had made its turn pike back to me. My heart was genuine as I choose someone else instead of myself, all though free will gave me the option to choose exactly different.
What comes around, goes around. I will always try to "check out" my motives for something from here on out. Its about being conscious.
Love all of you - and if that love comes back to me I believe I will smother in it. Nanner
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