hi Nanner, I went thru a phase backin 2003 beginning. I want to share with you as I know you won't get upset, as u have the same type of dreams.
everything I dreamed was coming true down to the last detail. which made me step outside of linear time constructs and I didn't like it one bit! I was feeling disoriented, not in charge of my own reality.
the dreams tapered down to maybe I get one a month now, and nothing major about the earth, just personal stuff, fine with me.
i figured out though that there's no sense in resisting all the changes life puts us through, which is resistance causes the discomfort when new information comes in. it feels like mini deaths when that happens, like a part of us is dying. we get so attached to our thought systems, I think because we made them, they are like our children we watched grow up, now they are leaving home.
I began to believe in a higher self. I called C1, which is consciousness level one, waking reality, I called this basically what TMI calls it. A place where limited activity of knowledge takes place, where I can gather the experience of having a life. here in C1, I can get married, have a baby, go shopping, eat, sleep, watch TV, fight with the neighbors, you know, all the ordinary activities we go through.
with the higher self however, i can get in touch only when meditating, or sleeping, or sometimes a good book will get me in contact with higher self, of which higher self basically knows all about what you need, and answers all questions.
thats what we mean when we say the answer is always within you, and I don't have your answers in me, but i can come here and appreciate you, and share what happened to me, and just talk, in that way we contribute to the general pot.
you're doing fine from my perspective, I wish you believed me! love ya! alysia
lol, I just read your opening statement. how do we know we are not already dead?
you're the 3rd person to come here in recent years asking this most serious question. frankly, I can't answer that, but I can promise that one always gets what they need, even though you may not get what you want. at least not all the time.
love heals the separation. you are already perfected on another level, maybe thats all you need to know. it used to help me.