AhSoLaoTsuAhhOmmra
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Hi Nanner, i would like to point something out to you. I don't doubt that psychic lady and her accuracy talking about your other two lives which have been entwined with this life...
But maybe there is bigger picture here, and maybe you weren't such a 'bad soul' after all? One of the patterns, trends, or tendencies that i've become aware of, is that when a Disc/Greater self starts to really merge with Source again, it starts to deal more directly with some of its more negative and destructive patterns and energies.
So, it may roll together a personality and lifetime, which takes some of its heavier and less lacking in light personalities and lifetimes, and mix them strongly in with some very fast vibrating lifetimes and personalities, in the hopes that this seemingly present personality, can help to foster some balance and to work on some of the more difficult aspects of self.
This actually tends to show an "older Soul", and with respect to the psychic, it's quite probable that you've had many more lives than just those other two ones. It's just that she may have picked up strongly on those, because you were so dealing with them at the time, or what not. Maybe now, you are working more with some of your faster vibrating lifetimes?
A Disc/Greater self can potentially have hundreds, or even thousands of lifetimes and personalities within its more Total self, BUT we as personalities in a particular life and space/time cycle, may only be working with a much more limited and narrower focus at any give time. I've noticed that most personalties are working strongly and predominantly with about anywhere from 3 to 10 or so lifetimes at any one moment in this life.
And these change! It's not stagnant, as one grows spiritually, or slows down their vibratory rates, our other lifetime influences change as well. For say 7 years we might be working with John Doe, Susie Q, and Don Juan, but then later on, say in 7 years after much change, we may be working with Joe Blow, Catherine B, and then maybe also still a bit with Susie Q or John Doe, for example.
Even within a given lifetime, we cycle through various influences both relating to other materially focussed lives, as well as to nonphysical dimensional "sojourns", which relate to the Planet's and their energies.
Me personally, some of the lifetime energies i've brought in, i can very much relate to some of the ones you talked about. One of them was particularly and extremely negative for the most part, and nothing to be proud of at all.
But as Justin, in this life, my Greater self knew that we/I have enough inner strength and centeredness to work more directly with these difficult and challenging energies. We've balanced a lot of what this other part of self, unbalanced.
Personally, i believe the majority of us, have had some pretty destructive selves here and there. Younger Souls/Discs/Greater selves however, aren't always strong or ambitious enough to work more directly with these right away. They wait till enough Light has been gathered within, and enough balance maintained, and then one of their "lucky" selves gets to take on some more of that heavier load--like maybe you?
So please don't think of yourself as having been a "bad soul". You've just worked more directly and consciously with some of your more difficult and challenging energies. This is really a "good" sign all in all. It shows spiritual ambition and getting serious about one's spiritual growth.
Lot's a times a Soul choosing that kind of life, for this life, ends up with strong Uranus, Saturn, and/or Pluto energies in their astro chart. In particular, i wouldn't be surprised to find Uranus a very strong energy in your astro. chart from birth.
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