ok you can look at it that the Jewish people have this sacrificial lamb type of oversoul..follow me so far? The Jewish people are a segment of god, meaning they broke off from god and wanted experiences on Earth. They had a mission to fulfill to teach how man can be cruel to man, due to no love being practiced and learned on Earth.
but still WE are all God. the collective mind is also god. The individual mind is god. Together, when we find oneness we are with the one in consciousness then.
god is watching but god is you and me and everyone is god but the illusion stands that we believe we are separate from god, and whatever we believe that is what outpictures into the physical reality. just belief. or mind.
we do have light beings who watch over us and come when asked for help, or when we pray, where two or more are gathered there is god in the midst of you.
but I believe it is impossible to see god as a single, individual personage being, just does not compute. Spirit is spirit, man is spirit permeating the structure of the body as spirit, thinking it is a body, for the experience, and we are getting ready to shift into a different dimension of awareness with the aid of spirit.
so in that sense god is aware of when bad things happen, but theres always a reason for the wars..and now I think theres a reason for not having wars but theres this thing called free will. so you have to think that we are able to make choices as a whole, as the majority, towards controlling our environment better than we have in the past, I dare say no light beings can interfere in what we must take responsibility for the world we see around us, we can undo our mistakes, meaning we stop killing, god does not make us stop killing. god is not a man. he is our inner voice angel.
hi back again, lol. Spooky, I have to take you in chunks

I can't give u all that I learned, but consider that when we incarnate man comes in, he has a plan, he experiments, he has intentions. Monroe says we make loosh in a successful life. when we come in for a dive, we automatically have this "split" mind. meaning we forget the previous life.
so we are "new" but we have been here so many times before. the mind is split because it is a duality world. dual is synonamous with word to be split, a subconcious mind and a conscious mind. when we integrate the two sides of the brain as in hemisync, we are tapping into memories, just like the Course said, we start remembering who we really are. We are in essence, without the distortions of all our belief systems, whether they be religious or political, we are pure as the driven snow, a part of god, we are basically good people behind it all.
ACIM says our essence is PUL.
I believe this despite any wars we have had and sometimes there are spirits who enjoy fighting, and yet they learn from the fight.
you should read Voyage to Curiosity's Father as it shows how we broke off from another being and were on a scouting mission, saw Earth and dived in. God is still waiting for his scouts to get back home. see, this is Bruce's vision, that we started out as Curiousness. Something innocent. Curious. So, here was this planet and we started the process of evolution upon it and got a little attached to it. addicted even to life here. so if we broke off from another huge portion of some being of light called Curiosity's Father, I can understand this much better than to try to visualize some being sending us here knowing we would self destruct with free will. that doesn't make a lot of sense either.
I'll go read u some more...I'm not blaming the germans btw for the holocaust, no way, they were a single act with the Jewish, it was planned the way it happened. nobody will understand it that way but I do.
more chunks. you said the relief might come from waking up from the nightmare. yes, thats about it, but it's you and I that do the waking up part by the right choices we make in our lives.
ACIM says the ego has endless questions. just when you get some questions answered the ego has more. It is never satisfied. ACIM says go and seek an experience. Since you are here, since C1 doesn't know everything, seek an experience.
which means to me, stop bugging your head with so many questions no one can answer without attaining experience.
with the split mind, the ego, the selfish part of us does the question part. the other part of our mind, connected with right perception, with what we call universal consciousness it will tell you about everything, like love, what it is, what is isn't, etc but it is necessary that we do a walk through linear time to attain this experience we came here for, so we don't have to come back and repeat the same lessons.
I rarely think of what god is, because he has to be inside me, if I saw him outside me, that would be saying I'm separated. so it's not real, this world is not the real one, but it will do for now! lol. so hard to talk about these things. what we should look at is our own heart, our own fabricated worlds of belief, and take care of our relationships one to one, to not be making karma to clean up.
we can do this by forgiveness, the Course says to forgive automatically, each one, then we are not making karma or war.
now I suppose your going to cite some example where forgiveness is impossible?

I would just say take as much time as you need to work out things, because sometimes time is all we have.
we can be quick in our progress or we can spread it out over life times, just depends on how much you meditate, read, make efforts, love your neighbor, etc.
be kind to dogs, lol, be kind to alysia if you want.

don't worry Spooky, surely the universe is unfolding exactly on schedule despite there are moments we wonder!
ACIM does not explain the beginning of the universe as there is no way to figure out infinity as having a beginning and an ending.
It's a book about love. PUL. Love just is. It doesn't need to be defined, but felt, and allowed to be.
now, why didn't I just say that in the beginning?

someday Spooky, you're going to have to stop singing the blues as good as you do, and you'll sing some fine love tunes, wait and see! me too I hope!