Hi R, thank you for starting this thread, though honestly i do think it belongs a bit more in the Off Topic section than not.
orlando123 wrote on Nov 20th, 2007 at 3:32am:well apaprt from the conspiracy theory, I am just not sure that what you say couldn;t be applied to a lot of different religious or spiritual books and belief systems [ it is written persuasively and presented as being true even though we might find, on reflection, that some aspects of it don;t seem helpful to us or true to our way of thinking; it's followers are protective about it and don't particularly like people criticising it etc]. But I guess I would need to read it first to comment sensibly
You bring up some good points and questions, and a position that i myself took for awhile on this teaching.
But, i feel compelled somewhat to mention my own experiences with this book and teaching. And before i begin, i would like to point out that which seems material, isn't as material as one thinks...its all info, vibrating energy, and consciousness so even a simple book can have an energetic affect on us, especially on those more innately sensitive.
I can relate to a lot of what R has said about his experiences and thoughts on it.
I originally became very excited about ACIM, i had met someone and became friends with this person. This person was a very enthusiastic person, and couldn't say enough good about this teaching and how much it had helped them. In general, i was enthused to find a new spiritual teaching and one supposedly channeled directly by Jesus whom i've loved and deeply respected for a long time.
So, i bought the book. First impression before even reading it, i thought it was odd that they were all wrapped up in plastic so one couldn't even open it and see what it was all about before one bought it. But that thought didn't last very long.
When i started to actually read the book, a strange thing would happen to me. Almost every time i would read it more than say 5 or 10 minutes at a time, i would start to get incredibly tired and sleepy (and often falling alseep). I have read many, many spiritual and metaphysical type books and never had this happen like this before.
Occasionally while reading a very indepth book, at some points when it went over my head in a conceptual/mental or spiritual way, i'd might get a little tired after reading for awhile...a form of "clicking out" in a sense, but many of the spiritual books i've most liked also would energize me after initial click out type feelings and tendencies. I never got energized by ACIM, just always tired to the point of wanting to go to sleep. And its not like this book is complex or telling me anything i don't know like perhaps some of Bruce's or Monroe's books did. We usually 'click out' when we come upon an unfamiliar belief, or way of looking at things. ACIM is the same thing over and over again, very simple in its message, and most of the actual concepts i already know and believed in. Mainly, that we have a True self aspect to us, and a false self. The True self comes from Source, the false self is temporal and is self created. The more one lives and operates from the True self, the more one attunes to Source which is reality.
So, nothing really new here for me and so this constant energy reaction was very odd. One thing that i noticed about ACIM and which is something R noticed and mentions too, is its strong and consistent emphasis on the ego. Plenty of spiritual teachers and teachings address the ego, but it is not the core or focus of their teachings. If ego and ego concepts is too concentrated on, it can actually increase it. We need to be aware of our shadow selves, both individually and collectively, not repress or ignore it, but the focus needs to be on that which fosters reality, mainly what Bruce calls PUL. Like attracts and begets like, this energy law is found in so many different spiritual teachings, and my own experience also suggests that this law exists independently of what we as individuals and the collective actually believe. This makes it in a sense, and objective and absolute "law" of the Universe, until at least we phase completely out of this Universe and become Co-Creators with Source of others systems, etc.
Anyways, back to my more direct experiences. When still actually reading ACIM, well i had an interesting dream around the time when i was still actually reading it (that didn't last too long), and in the dream i was climbing a tree, and i got to a limb which didn't support my weight like i thought it would, and it and i started bending down--i remember feeling in the dream that this wasn't a good sign. I don't remember much more, and since i had it a long time ago, its kind of vague and hazy anyways, but i remember connecting that dream to ACIM after i woke up...but at the time i was active friends with the enthusiastic friend and somewhat caught up in the enthusiasm they expressed and in the enthusiasm of coming upon a new and supposedly good spiritual teaching--so i ignored my own dream guidance.
Even though i ignored my own conscious guidance for a bit, i soon became rather disinterested in ACIM and stopped reading it. A few times i would think to myself, "i really should get back to reading that book", but i would always put it off.
Anyways, like Albert, i now believe this book can actually foster one's ego, but it's also very subtle. I'm not against positive hypnotic teachings, that mostly concentrate on love, service, and the like since i do know that the false self is such a consistent barrier for so many, but if we look to Yeshua's example and teachings, in some ways they were quite different than ACIM.
Problem with ACIM is that there is just enough real spiritual truth in there, to deceive even real and more intune spiritual students. Christ himself warned us about false teachers and teachings in the future, and said that even the elect (those spiritually attuned by constructive use of freewill) could become deceived and mislead. And this teaching becomes that more attractive to more people, when the sources is labeled as "Jesus himself" talking to us.
As R. pointed out, if this was such a constructive teaching, then why did the channel herself become so imbalanced, bitter, and "unspiritual" acting even after many years of being involved in it? Why have others found a similar pattern? Perhaps because it actually can foster the ego. Now, no teaching or teacher can make us do anything, nor can they do the spiritual work for us (which is why i am wary of the guru-disciple relationship so strong in India and now in the west). But everything does influence everything else to some extent or another.
Another person who use to be on this site, and who actively supported and liked ACIM said that she would often become quite angry while reading this book. Why? Is it really just an 'ego reaction'?
Most people because they are innately good hearted and tend to trust others, can get caught up in false teachings and false teachers because of that innate good heartedness and trusting quality. So many well known guru and mainstream Christian preachers and priest figures have shown this to be the case, and so many people have become deceived at some point by such false sources of spiritual info. And when i say "false" i mean more specifically a particularly slow vibrating energy pattern. That which is truly spiritual, is very fast vibrating in its consciousness and energy patterns.
It is true that one's ego can react in a negative or reactive emotional manner to a particularly pure and fast vibrating pattern/source, because the false self doesn't want to be regenerated. But at the same time, such a source over a time and if held too, will eventually foster feelings and attitudes of lovingness, peace, joy, temperance, balance and moderation and other fruits of the Spirit. For example, when Rosiland McKnight was having her experiences with her guides, she would start to feel really good about life, others, and herself, and she also perceived their energy as a pure golden light at one point. These were pretty intune consciousnesses, and thus had a mostly positive affect on her and others. And because everything influences everything else, both unconsciously and consciously (more often unconsciously though), this is why its important to align in a conscious way to more true teachers and teachings, those who have at least regenerated a good chunk, most, or all of the false self.
Let's just say for a moment, that Jesus was really the source behind ACIM. Well, Helen was the channel, the conduit. Unless the channel itself is closer to purity, or goes in such a deep trance state wherein the conscious personality ego is more submerged (like with Edgar, his source said he wouldn't have been able to give the readings properly while more awake), then that channel, their ego, their emotional, mental, and spiritual distortions will influence and affect the information coming through.
Helen doesn't seem to have been a person who lived a deeply spiritual and loving life, particularly not right before the channeling of same, or well after. She was not a pure conduit, and so how could the info itself be even close to pure? By and through the law of energy resonation, and the phenomena where everything relative thing affects every other relative thing, it couldn't have been the case.
There are plenty of other good and accessible spiritual teachings out there. Bruce's books are great, though i wouldn't say he is fully enlightened, but i have and do pick up on some rather fast vibratory patterns in relation to him and his work--more so than many guru type teachings i've come across for example.
Anyways, both R. and i are not just speaking from left brain type reasoning, thinking, etc. or just right brain type feelings, but from experience and guidance with ACIM. Don't take our word for it though, try to go deeply within, bring up feelings and a state of PUL, and ask your own guidance to show you in
various more unmistakable ways of whether or not this is a more helpful/constructive teaching independent of the relativity of the individual, or not. Our guidance and Greater selves know us pretty darn well, and if one is sincere, they can and will try to get across the more true message.