Hi I had this dream the other night and in this dream i was sitting in this cage with really thick iron bars and i had been sentenced to death,then this person started to shoot me through these bars and every time the bullets hit me there was this stinging pain and i was dieing and as i was dieing this beautiful light surrounded me and there was this really lovely music in the air and these white spirits all around me and then this voice was telling me i must wake up and i woke up.

Love and God bless    Love juditha

wow Bets, that was some darn good interpretation; I never knew that about sewing jewelry into corsets but makes a lot of sense.

seems to me I too can remember wearing corsets and I hated them with a passion!

Juditha, I do believe we have died many many times and Bets is right, the memory, however vague, can be quite disturbing, have to take it in tiny chunks.

thanks for telling us about it, the light is always with you dear. alysia

Greetings,

juditha, now you have given the corsett a name, bets and alysia were referring to. The divorce.
Is my impression misleading me, or is it also today status quo that women are blamed/ blame themselves if a divorce happens?

The spirits are protecting you, showing you your "stairway to heaven".

Sorry for being that direct, but I have to ask you if my interpretation of the "killer" is right.
You have already given one interpretation, you feel scared, so the "killer" is your consciousness, that plagues you, leaves you afraid of where life might take you next.

Another explanation of the killer could be your ex-husband, is he somehow showing hate towards you because the divorce happened (hate = bullets that hit you)?
Or are there any of your relatives that blame you for the divorce?

Maybe it is easier for you to escape your soul's darkness, if you know your "enemy", that shot you in your dream. It might be your task to find out, according to what the voice told you, to "wake up".
Waking up from sorrow and fears.

But you are not alone, spirits help you, and also akc, you will manage to get out there.

yours sincerely,

pulsar

Both you guys Pulsar and Bets deserve kudos for dream interpretation.

I had forgotten Juditha is going thru a divorce and the bullets do relate to hatred which can occur and does, in nasty type divorces.  I've watched a lot of forensics, so thats why I think this way, husbands, boyfriend stalkers, wives, they kill because of alienation of affections, broken promises, etc or just plain greed for the insurance money.

so Juditha is too sensitive. she's going thru a toughening up period which will follow her into life so she can stand straight and proud, and be who she is without getting "killed" deep inside where it's tender. where the heart is. she's very beautiful. I can feel her spirit, she needs to go through this because her soul dictated it for her.

Pulsar u made an interesting comment, that women blame themselves when a divorce occurs. speaking personally I didn't blame myself when it happened, but I did later on when I was in relationship with a person, and my love wasn't good enough for him, I subscribed to a deep guilt there.
I wonder if we should take a poll? do women do this more than men?
maybe it's true. for example you hear more about women getting punched around than you hear about men getting beat up by women, I would suggest all women go and get some muscle in that case, so then if it comes down to physical battle, well at least you'd have a fighting chance. so you got a point Pulsar.  deep in our essence, we are androgenous beings on a journey to reconcile the sexes, its just taking too long if you ask me!

love, alysia

Speaking of whalebones, I was standing under some whalebones having my picture taken yesterday on a rocky cliff over the ocean on the west coast. My grandmother and I were discussing corsets (and pantyhose - omg what a nightmare, how did I ever wear those terrible things?) just today....

But, anyway, I just wanted to say a quick word here to cheer you Juditha. This will not be an easy journey for you at times, but it will be okay. Write and write...get it all out. Of course we feel guilt at times, and sometimes we wonder if we are going to make it.

The guilt is unecessary. I've been left before, for good reasons. It didn't kill me. And when it was my time to do the leaving, I did. I have no regrets.

Just remember, time heals all wounds. And you are definitely protected...of that I have no doubt. The best advice I was given was to try to clean up the karma as I went along. It was hard, but I feel clear now. My ex and I are friends, and we have moved on. No one can understand it if they haven't been through it...

love, blink